Invader Noodles 🌸💓 NSFW VA!

My throne if you want to buy me dinner or Boba or spoil me >:3 throne.com/invadernoodles Or I can buy new equipment for lewds or va like lights and lewd stuff etc

I had to send him a goodbye gift and a curse. But its fine. I'll have to move on.

How do you get over someone who lied to you and betrayed your trust in them while they smiled in your face everyday saying they weren't lying. My love languages weren't met and my core values I told him would break my soul he decided to violate my trust in him by breaking those promises to me. How do I get over a guy im in love with. Any advice?

i write this song just now: Safety overrides love I looked for you in my dreams In my nights In my mornings I waved to you When no one was there When i was afraid i saw you there I smell you for my comfort And my safety And i dream of you for my peace Things are looking for worse And i have to say Safety overrides love You stole my peace You broke my trust I thought i knew you I wanted to know you At the end of the day Safety overrides love I run away My safety My peace I told you my pain What i needed Told you things i never said to no one Told you I depleted my Love I dont know if i can keep chasing the sun When the suns so hot I melt to the ground Safety overrides love If anyone could listen i thought it would be you But safety overrides love And you didnt care Enough to meet me where I begged you to be I told you what i expect And what not to pretend To be You promised me You wouldnt hurt me Like everybody But safety overrides love But safety overrides love You ask me to work on things You expect so much of me You want me to believe in Our grave You broke me You sabotaged us Why do you expect me To save us? Safety overrides love Safety overrides love Ima keep on running Im so sorry Your no longer my safe place You helped me when i was unable But i didnt think my savior Would stab me And slowly left me to bleed While begging me to take another knife And Safety overrides love Safety overrides love Safety overrides love

youtu.be/FL7JlS5fIFc?si=RVfM… my dearly beloved theres hope for love i will try to remember this is just regular behavior. and move forward still loving with all my heart- have a wonderful night my love.

I'll be ok im just a bit sad

My love is like a tree in autumn I love until all my leaves Are shaken and i fell Until my branches dry But unlike a season I don't replenish In spring My love dies And I wait Till it's replaced When im empty Unlike a tree in autumn -poem by me

Im sad. So let it rain Or whatever

Ugh it hurts knowing im meant to give love but not have it ima just watch the rain

I got heartbroken trusting another human to not deceive me. Unfortunate. Now my heart is broken again. Im so sad

I express love In every love language. I give gifts words of affirmation, physical touch, passion, thoughtful gestures love letters, time And acts of service Towards My partner. All of them. I don't like love I live in it

The world is so beautiful

I wish humans loved as much as I do in the way I do

Its raining. The gods are crying.

Good morning. They put me on sleep medication now cuz I don't sleep well. Hoping to see improvements.

Ughhh now I gotta actually draw this in. :(