my heart issues have taken so much from me and now they are taking even more. not sure how to feel about it. i know I’m scared. part of me wants to try and keep moving forward with my life. part of me wants to just crawl under a blanket and do nothing. guess time will tell.
i feel so alone this morning. this summer has really kicked my arse with the weather and stress messing with my heart. I just can’t get enough time to recover. right now I feel like absolute crud - having a spell now and hoping I don’t end up in the ER. Could I get some prayers?
