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drowning in my thoughts
Joined January 2026
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goodnight; that was the first time i have had a day of rest in weeks, even if unwillingly; it felt nice and calm with no-one around, but i struggled to find distraction: my heart feels empty; such days remind me i have no life outside my illnesses, so why wake up? take care
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because this weeks remaining days are free of school, i will find a moment to redesign my strawpage; i also have to change some information there and there (/0 ̄)
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my mom has been much sweeter towards me lately; if i enjoy it, why do i feel so horrible about it deep down? like crying? actually, why even is she? is there something her eye of a mother caught?
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очень люблю дожди, в такие моменты я становлюсь живее
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tonights sad plates; dinner and dessert
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私はロシア独特の暗い雰囲気が好きな日本人です。ロシア人の皆さん、僕はあなたたちが制作する暗い作品が好きです。
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my relationship with life is the same of a very old person; could i see an another day? sure, but i feel like i have lived for long enough already; everything feels plain, everything hurts, i may just finally rest.. (・_・)
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고양이를 너어무 좋아하는데 알레르기가 있을 때 🥹😻
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my mom insists that i "stay home and rest" today; i am in distress, keep walking back and forward since morning like a maniac; so much guilt, i do not feel deserving of any rest; i rang her asking if i may come to work, she denied (;゜゜)
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sad lunch
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another day
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i got inspired by deri (@/hklpwky); i love their artworks (*^¬^*)
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hello; please, take care ( *´・ω)/(;д; )
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i was 12-ish years old when i wanted to jump off of a bridge on a highway; the idea of death scared me, so i turned away and entered a bus back home; looking back it is very sad i have had such thoughts since a young age (〃_ _)σ
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sorry, do you mean the one for weighting food? if so - yes, i do own one ( ´∀` )b
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icebear 🐻‍❄️
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