I just had an episode. Screaming, crying, literally throwing everything I could see. There was somebody else in the room. He tried to calm me. But I said the meanest things. He left me alone. I turned around and begged for help. Now Im calm and I can't stop feeling ashamed.

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Layla · Sep 22, 2026 · 8:32 AM UTC

Layla@AlienWithBPDSep 22

Suddenly I'm jealous of people who can function normally even when they're stressed. Idk how they do it, my whole body shuts down. I wish I didn't have to relearn how to feel things in a less intense way

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alex turntine · Sep 14, 2026 · 4:43 PM UTC

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alex turntine

@turntineforwhatSep 14

pros of being home: I'm writing again cons: it's my suicide note

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Echo · Sep 13, 2026 · 6:20 AM UTC

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Echo

@Broken_DreamszzSep 13

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Layla · Sep 13, 2026 · 4:58 AM UTC

Layla@AlienWithBPDSep 13

Me after every 20 minutes

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ⵣ · Sep 11, 2026 · 8:44 AM UTC

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ⵣ@tashelhiitSep 11

je suis toujours un peu déçue de pas m’être suicidé à mes 14 ans

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Layla · Sep 12, 2026 · 9:13 AM UTC

Layla@AlienWithBPDSep 12

i think im incapable of having fun

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Judy Ash · Sep 11, 2026 · 5:27 PM UTC

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Judy Ash

@JudyAshxxSep 11

Replying to @miacluv

Her version: If you had to hide notifications, delete messages, and vent to her about our relationship instead of talking to me, you already know what you did Betrayal doesn’t start when clothes come off, it starts the second you make another woman your safe space

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Layla · Sep 11, 2026 · 4:26 AM UTC

Layla@AlienWithBPDSep 11

i caught myself splitting and stopped it. I REPEAT I CAUGHT MYSELF SPITTING AND STOPPED IT but then I haven't been able to do it again. But I'm sure it'll get better.

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