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I can't help but think they're doing complete voodoo with this name.

It's like believing in Santa Claus, honestly.

"It's like she has ocd to find something wrong" - My Dr. speaking to my husband in front of me, about me 🤣 It's like no shit. What do you think a smart person does when they don't have the answer to something? Especially when their life depends on it? You fucking idiot.

It makes me sad that my life is a singular experience. No one could ever truly understand anyone's else's life the way they themselves do. I want to be understood but the older I get, the farther these branches skew. And my tree was already somewhere else.

I'm sure it'll come out later that our phones have been reading our thoughts.

Living with chronic illness that seems partially or fully unknown is exactly like living through 2020. Once again not believed about something that feels deeply wrong. I hate throwing around the word trauma but I feel traumatized. The inside doesn't match the outside again.

I read somewhere that the Romans didn't want the women who were on the Red Moon Cycle. As they held men in the utmost esteem, I bet these women most likely produced girls. It's all about Nature and balance. My theory is that every baby born, is balancing out the existing energy.

I drank the kool-aid on AI. I fed Claude all my symptoms, every blood test, a timeline, every supplement/medication, every setback & in 30 seconds it gave me a super list of recommendations & a full statement of questions, additional blood work & tests to give to my doctors. Wow.

The body runs exactly how it's supposed to. If something is out of balance, this is called sickness. The goal should not be to mask or treat symptoms. Symptoms are the methods the body is using to balance itself. The goal should be to find a way to assist the body to HEAL ITSELF.

Went to Universal for the first time. We accidentally got our own, personal wand choosing ceremony because of the rain. My daughter & I got chosen (normally only one person gets chosen), the aahhhuhhh light came down on both of us together. One of the best moments of my life ✨️

Do any of yall have any experience with mcas?

I would very much like to know the secrets of the Universe. Though much has been revealed, I know there is much, much more.

To a woman in survival mode, the art of psychological warfare is known, aka witchcraft 😂😘

You are drawn to what balances you bc you are Nature & Nature seeks balance (to survive). This is why the powerless child becomes a cop. Why the abused one becomes a social worker. Why the addict becomes an advocate. Why the unheard becomes a poet. Balance is Harmony is Life.

Again I turn to Twitter when I am overwhelmed by my thoughts. I've had some sort of chronic illness for 2 yrs now & it recently has gotten worse. I am sad bc it feels like I am slowly dying & am trying to patiently wait for test results to come back. Limbo is worse than answers.

God. This beautiful and terrible life. I remember being young, not even knowing I was alive. Think of me when you look at the sky. Think of me when you see a rainbow. Think of me when you look at the stars. Mother embrace me.