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I don't know how to live with my disorders anymore.

I've been out of work and income for over 2 years. Im beyond broke. I cant see myself going back to work full time for some company and starting a business terrifies me. How do I resolve this nightmare? I hate that we need money to live.

I feel like a living paradox. Do you?

My dogs keep me alive... #bpd #bipolar

I feel.... I don't belong here... like I'm an alien... or from another time #mentalillness #bipolar #bpd #looser

Doesn't anyone else get panic attacks while filling out court paperwork? Just me ok #bankruptcy #brokelife #hopeless

Maybe there is no happy ending or happy life for me. I wish there was something good i could look forward to. It feels impossible when you've lost all faith in yourself. #bipolar #bpd #mentalillness #hopeless

Having bipolar and bpd makes me like the worst friend to have, but I still need connection and relationships... solve that

X is a stupid name for an app that uses tweeting as verb for its usage Elon, you dumb ass.

You wanna know who your real friends and family are? No- you don't. Once you know that they never showed up when you needed them.the most, you just can't feel about them the same way.

The fact that I would generally describe men as "disappointing" and yet, still feel attracted to them, when women are the most wonderful creatures, proves that sexuality is not a choice.

Looks like I'm financially ruined forever. How are you coping?

Lessons I wish I never learned: 1. Closeness = hurt 2. Having things = losing things 3. Men = disappointment 4. Family = judgment and rejection 5. Me = burden

So hungry but I want to punish myself and not eat. I don't deserve food.

Another hard day behind me. My hypersomnia has made its comeback. I only live in my dreams now. Can you relate? #bipolar2 #depression

I feel so alone. So ashamed of who I am. It's hard to breath without pain.

I feel like I want to buzz cut my hair. Just get rid of it. It looks like crap anyways. But since I'm going thru a depressiving crisis I probably shouldn't right? 🤷🏻‍♀️

This is what my life has come to: looking a for used cheap tent to live in. Wow well done me 😢

I just want to leave this toxic hell. I have no where to go. And I'm scared the hot weather will be bad for my elderly dog. What do I do?