Kink post but NOT nsfw— I know none of you are Doms/Dominants or submissives (maybe 3 of you are that I know.) do this post won’t make a lick of sense to most everyone but lately guiding myself into subspace as usual has been completely fine. I am an instantaneous dropper so my good triggers can immediately lock me tf in subspace like nothing. But my issue is that lately I can’t guide myself back out. Spent 3 days depressed so bad I genuinely thought everything was going wrong. Then I tried again but this time I was just overly pissed at everything. Then I tried AGAIN and it was a bit better but it lasted longer than usual. Any Sub knows how bad this can be for mental health especially without a Dom for the reassurance and support while in a vulnerable state, but I don’t know what other steps to take. My therapist has been helping me figure things out but I think I need a physical anchor??? I was thinking of just self collaring or getting a fucking weighted blanket atp. I DONT KNOW. Every sub ive asked pretty much said “Yeah you have no physical contact with something so maybe that’s the issue.”