Ranting on main. I'm sorry everyone. I don't want to be quiet any more.
I hate America.
I'm slowly dying from a very curable and easy to fix condition. My stomach is herniating into my diaphragm, and it's gone way past the point of being very bad. Such an easy and simple thing to fix to even at the stage I'm at.
But I can't afford the surgery. Every other developed country in the world and I would have had this taken care of already. Just One single surgery with minimal recovery time and less than an hour on the table.
I'm in so much pain every single day. Every single moment. I haven't been granted an hour of peace in over a year. I can't eat without being in pain. I can't even lie down to sleep. There's nothing I can do to elevate this constant suffering. It's getting harder and harder to eat and just live life. All of my movements are getting more restricted and I'm at the point where all I can do is sit and lay around and do nothing. I'm just slowly withering away. People whove followed me for a while have probably noticed I don't pose for my pictures anymore, I can't. It's too painful.
I don't know what to do. I'm already struggling to afford food as it is, a single missed day on my paycheck and I have to ask for help to even get rent.
I just want to die already. It's been over a year. Stop making me suffer.
The reactions I got to this on Twitter and discord were hilarious thank you cx
Random "bro wtf" fact and I apologize to your to TL cx
I DON'T UNDERSTAND why I can literally deepthroat 6+ in with no effort whatsoever but whenever I dare brush my teeth I'm trying not to vomit my guts out
Something to do with liquids I don't know it happens with EVERYTHING
















