iltae #1 fan

my passion boutonniere's vow merch just shipped and i am sooooo normal and contained.... yes yes i am.... it says its coming in 6-10 days.... i am sitting on my mailbox. (Also. I will start writing the 11 chap fic soon! I might start chapter 1 tonight... hehehe)

omg tsa!!! i miss your writing so much 🥲🥲🥲 thank you for posting these short works, they're helping my withdrawals so much

hehe thank u =3= Suddenly, I feel so famous. Everyone is so kind!!

Teaser!! Title: Here, Kitty Kitty Chapters: 1 Oneshot :3 Beastkin Ilay (Snow Leopard) x Human Taeui. I miss AO3 :( I still have to write the 11-Chapter fanfic, but I will work on that soon. Once AO3 is back, I will mass-post and then take a break hehehe.😚

I just finished writing "Do the Bad Thing", my 5 chapter iltae professor x student college au fic. Tomorrow I will write the oneshot. I'm not sure when i will start my 11-chapter story, but that will be worked on shortly! Can't wait to upload to ao3 and share with you all!

One day, I hope all of the comics and novels release in English. I will have a dedicated shelf to showcase my collection - and directly next to it will be nothing else, because I will have no money left. My empty house with my Passion Shelf. PS: Don't judge my edit skills 🤣😭

I saw the first panel on IG reels and thought. No, he wouldn’t. He’d probably kill me without a second thought 🤭🤭 That’s alright, I still love him. Ilay and Taeui are my favourites. 🥰

Teaser... Hehehe. I will start writing today. Title: "Do the bad thing" Chapter count: 5 No new stories posted until ao3 is back online, so please enjoy my dropbox until then ❤️❤️

I have finished drafting....gaaahhh. I feel like taking a very long exhale. It's funny, isn't it? It's almost as stressful as the writing itself. But! 2 stories and 1 oneshot. So, a 5-chapter story, and an 11-chapter story. Exciting!! I will start writing tomorrow. iltae !! 🥰

research... sometimes i think to myself, "i can just make things up, it's fan *FICTION*", but i just don't like doing that. I like when it feels as real as possible. What do you call that, immersion? Anyway, because Yuuji-nim kept a consistent timeline, it makes fanfic easier.

i feel much better today now the true question is… do i spend the day drafting stories to work on or do i write write write… i think i should draft first at least partially, though i have one story fully drafted. i’m very excited for ao3 to return and to mass post 🥰

unlike my usual posts, i'm very tired and weary today. im not sure if im feeling upset or just longing. sigh. is this just ao3 withdrawals... dear lord, I need to pull myself together pfffft. i wont do any writing today, i might just be lazy, roll in bed and read diasym 🫶🏻🫶🏻