π Heyo! I am a game dev, DJ, computer engineer, a multi-quadruped suiter, and ankle taker. Suits by SilvenaHandmade and SwitchStitch. π
Chicago Area
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Never dating an avoidant againβ¦ I am so tired. It was never an attack. It was a plead to finally fight together. Not alone with the pain. I am tired of making the feelings of others everything while my emotions are an inconvenience because Iβm not providing what I usually do.
I appreciate all my friends worrying about me and noticing I havenβt been exactly my normal self despite me trying to hide it. Truth is I havenβt been very okay lately and I do apologize for being bland and/or short spoken. I do appreciate your patience with me.
Something I always struggle with. Donβt ruin yourself for people who arenβt willing to put themselves in as much as you are. Both as friendly and romantic relationships. Does not matter how much of yourself you put in and more is not always right. It always requires two people.
Throwback to the time when I wanted to get out of suit and my friends kidnapped me, threw me in their car, drove to dollar general, placed me in a shopping cart, and took me through the store.
Iβll be at AQF and I will be DJing the closing set on Saturday! Come say hi both at the con and Rave ^^
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@DevlockDaDragon was nyoomin so fast it was hard to catch them at FANG.
I feel like a disposable vape. I give and I am happy to give but when I lose the juice and donβt provide what I use to, I get tossed. During that time, it wasnβt cared how I was treated and there is no refilling. When I become useless and have nothing else to give, Iβm tossed.
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I knew you were struggling too and I tried so many times to understand that. I was patient because I knew you were fighting battles I couldnβt see. I never expected you to have everything figured out and I never wanted to make your pain about me. But sometimes, I wished you would realise that your actions were hurting me too. Itβs not easy being treated coldly by someone you care about. Itβs not easy being pushed away, wondering what you did wrong and crying over someone when all you ever wanted was to show them that you were there, that you cared, that you werenβt going anywhere. Maybe thatβs why it hurts so much. Because when I was the one struggling, I never made you feel like you were too much. I never wanted you to question whether you were loved just because I was hurting. I understood your pain. I just wish you had noticed mine too. Because I was trying so hard to hold space for everything you were going through while quietly breaking over the way you were treating me.
