CocoLoco | Dicle's No.1 Fan

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Sooooo... Alya does go to Enver to find out the truth about the man behind him, the haters can kindly shut up now please. As to the stance about Berfin, Alya will likely refuse to stay at the konak as long as Cihan wears that ring - leading to Ciho reverting to a 5 yr old and breaking that glass. And someone unexpected turning up and saving the two could be anyone, the important thing to remember, is that this is playing out like their stint in the forest - where Dicle is first introduced. So... Hopefully after being saved from the fire Ciho and Alya will meet their own Dicle together for the the first time 🥹🤞 #CihAl #UzakŞehir

Just in the last episode we see how Cihan explains to Alya that the man behind Enver and the man who unleashed 5 tribes on him and forced him to go to Mirza were one and the same. In the trailer, we hear Cihan say 'Mirza will be forced to accept, Alya...' Now, if you take off your Alya-hating blinkers for a moment you will realize the strongest reason Alya has to meet Enver is to get him to divulge the name of the man behind him so that she can help Cihan break his engagement off safely. She knows Cihan is stuck. She knows Enver knows the name of the man who is truly behind this mess. So knowing Alya and her desire to go out of her way to protect Cihan - isn't it in her character to try and talk to Enver to do the decent thing before he leaves? But, because most of you have nasty ass minds you will come up with the sickest most disgusting takes before looking at things logically. Neyse, keep crying and hating. Alya and Cihan will just keep loving and helping eo despite your delulu expectations 😂 Oh and Gulizar dropped a hint as to how Enver meets his end i.e. 'they won't even be able to find his bones' falan 💀 #CihAl #UzakŞehir

And will announce her presence in the process. The little miss has had enough of her parents shilly shallying 🤸‍♀️ #CihAl #UzakŞehir

If y'all are angry Alya brought up Cihan losing his first love again, don't be. Remember in s1, Alya keeps saying you married me for the will? She says it so much that Cihan has to say 'that never leaves your mind does it?' Nevertheless, she keeps bringing it up until Cihan finally confesses saying he actually fell for Alya within the first seconds of seeing her. Everything else, the will, boran, the danger to Deniz comes later. I think that's what Gulizar is doing here too. Instead of Cihan, Alya is the one to keep bringing up Cihan's lost love. And it will lead to Cihan finally telling her that he's only ever loved her and that they didn't lose each other. That he will do whatever it takes to keep her with him, instead of relying on Alya to break the nonexistent curse. #CihAl #UzakŞehir

Hmmm... Fidan trying to talk sense to the she-devil. I doubt that's gonna work. Ciho is forty..it's canon finally. Alya tells Cihan every time you think you've lost someone you love, you punish yourself, but you're also punishing those who love you. That seems like an interesting conversation, deep, uncomfortable, and kind of like trying to draw out the poison. Excited to see what happens next as usual 🥹✨️ #CihAl #UzakŞehir

Abii...the fcuk? Y'all had extra espresso today or what 🥹 #CihAl #UzakŞehir

Does he look like a man who 'gave up' on Alya after putting that disk in her bag? This man won't ever give up on Alya, he'd rather stop breathing instead 🥹 #CihAl #UzakŞehir

Cihan's library after he discovers he failed to recognize Alya's pregnancy 😂 #CihAl #UzakŞehir

This scene has multiple layers. It's a masterclass in writing because you need to unpack a lot that both Cihan and Alya have gone through and what they still want. Let's start with Alya. She tells Cihan 'I told you if were together I'd be your ruin, and I became that. Walking into a second disaster knowingly is not something that either you or I could bear.' This is her admission of guilt. Alya never says she wasn't wrong to leave. She knows she made a mistake by leaving Cihan that day, but her memory contains her return as well. And on that day, before asking her to leave, Cihan tells her if you had talked to me, none of this would have happened. So, in other words, despite being a victim of what happened that day, Alya seems to have taken it to heart that everything that followed was her fault. Cihan hurting, him changing into a cold stranger, him hurting her by acting out is somehow all her fault. And that's incredibly sad because it's not true. Had Alya turned up on the meydan that day, Feyyaz would have still attacked. Cihan knew that man escaped, he was warned. Boran would have still attacked too. Cihan knows that as well. Notice Cihan's expression undergoes a small change when Alya says 'Oldum' because he's shocked. He realizes in that moment that she's been internalizing that guilt, she's blaming herself for sins that were never hers ro bear. Next, Alya says 'That poor girl left here crying today and she will continue crying as long as I stay here.' To which Cihan says 'That doesn't concern you.' Now, we know only a few scenes ago Cihan chews out Berfin for daring to think she could change his room without telling him. Or so he says. Like Nare says, he isnt in that room anyway, so what does it matter if Berfin places a bunch of stuff there? It matters because notwithstanding what Cihan says, him and that room are awaiting Alya's return. And he wont allow anyone to enter that room except her. And both Cihan and Alya know it. Which is why Alya asks 'ilgisi yok?' with that 'oh really' kind of expression on her face. That's when Cihan tries to flip the table on her and asks 'If it had something to do with you, would you stay?' In other words, he's asking if you knew I won't let anyone enter that room except you would you stay? Or that if you knew this ring and all it entails are something I intend to get out of as soon as possible, would you stay? So why doesn't Alya take this chance and say yes? Because remember she thinks she was Cihan's ruin already and on top of that she knows what he'll face when he breaks that engagement for her. Which is why she's silent for a long time and then with teary eyes, she looks into Cihan's face and lies. She says she wouldn't stay. Ans while Cihan says 'then it has nothing to do with you' to keep up his facade and hide what he's really thinking, he picks up on something in that moment. A instinct that tells him Alya is lying, like she lied about getting married, which is why, that very night, he puts that disk in Alya's bag, leaving both their futures in her hands. Because something in Alya's eyes tells him she wants to stay, but she can't say it. And he is finally beginning to see that. And perhaps this is the turning point - Cihan finally recognises that Alya's refusal doesn't mean she doesn't want him; it means she too is burdened by guilt and fear to admit that she does. So for once, Cihan chooses to trust what he sees in Alya's eyes over what she tells him. He understands that her words are denying what her heart wants, and instead of forcing an answer out of her, he gives her the freedom to make the choice she can't bring herself to voice. #CihAl #UzakŞehir

The fact that Cihan says 'If I have something to say, I'll say it where it needs to be said' while taking the ring off means, he's already made his decision to end things, but he's looking for a way out that would be least damaging to all. Sadakat keeps droning on about duty, while missing the elephant in the room. This engagement was never about duty to Cihan. Like he admits to Kaya, he would never have gotten engaged if he didn't think Alya was married. This decision was purely anger and hurt driving Cihan. But the consequences of that decision are very real, unlike Alya's marriage. Which is why, Cihan doesn't bother engaging with Sadakat. He simply indirectly tells her he is the Aǧa, and any decision he makes will be his decision. He doesn't have to justify anything to her or anyone else. Additionally, look at Cihan's expressions while he's talking to Sadakat. There's such a deep-seated anger and disgust in his expression. I'd hate for anyone I loved to look at me like that. And while Sadakat knows Cihan, she remains oblivious to his growing resentment towards her. Now imagine what Cihan will feel when he learns the secret. The situation is a ticking time 💣. #CihAl #UzakŞehir

When you think about what these two are willing to give up for eo, the more insane this scene becomes. Cihan is willing to risk dying for Alya, even though he's already given her the disk. Despite that, he maintains the lie that he still has it because even the thought of Alya in danger is unacceptable. He's willing to risk the anger of his people, face the enmity of 6 tribes and throw duty to the curb just to hold on to her. And Alya? It's not just that she's willing yo give up her freedom or to risk jail and all its consequences. She tells Cihan she will stay despite that ring on his finger. Even Cihan backs off from her when he learns she's married. But this woman? She's willing to make the most painful sacrifices for the man she loves despite the pain she might experience. #CihAl #UzakŞehir

Korku adamın dilini bağlar, aşk adamın dilini çözer. Fear ties a man's tongue, love sets it free. Cihan says he packed up Alya's things and got rid of everything in the room because he's angry with her. Truth is, he was waiting. Waiting in fear. And fear has its own vocabulary, all of it being ugly. So Cihan blames Alya. He tells her he doesn't want her back. He tells her she betrayed him. Hurts her because he still wants her but he's afraid she won't return, not after what happens and him asking her to leave. Tongue-tied Cihan gets rid of the boxes thinking Alya is married to another and that all his hopes of being with her again are dead. That why he cries, in that room, among her things. But when he learns her marriage is fake, hope pushes fear back and he starts thinking again. He starts seeing everything his fear kept him from understanding. He sees Alya didn't leave, atleast not on her own. He sees she didn't marry despite him egging her on. He sees her hurt at the mess he's gotten himself in with the ring on his finger. And when at the end, Alya tells him she won't leave Mardin, she won't leave him despite having the means to, with nothing stopping her, love overtakes fear completely. Which is why, in the next episode, their room is back to its old setting, awaiting Alya's return yet again. His fear, driving his anger is no longer holding Cihan's words back. Which is why we hear him say the words 'the ring is a mere shackle and I will free myself from it.' Which is why his love forces him to say 'there's only one person my heart belongs to and Mirza will be forced to accept it.' The show is giving you hints, but you refuse to see. Yes, Cihan hurts Alya. And I was pissed at him for it. But, all the signs we see now are for a gradual recalibration. Cihan and Alya have both taken that first step to getting back together. More will definitely follow. Now that fear is no longer in charge of Cihan's words and actions, we will see him make up for everything. Both Cihan and Alya will become a better and stronger version of themselves. Isn't that the whole point of their love surviving such a big trial? #CihAl #UzakŞehir

Cihan doesn't want Deniz to be registered under his name. Not like this anyway. He knows Alya would never give up Deniz to anyone, not even him. That's the one fact he knows he can trust. So why does he make such a big show? Because he wants Alya to admit her marriage is fake and the bigger reason is - he wants her to stay in Mardin with him, despite not being able to say it openly. He can't trust yet that she won't leave. So, the options he gives Alya are turn over Deniz or stay in Mardin with Deniz 'near' him (the truth comes out when he's talking to Enver.) Essentially, he knows that's no choice at all. Alya would never leave Deniz so what he truly wants is for her to stay with him because he still wants there to be a 'them.' He wants his son. And he wants his wife. There are quite a few reasons why he can't say that openly yet, one being Alya's own desire to leave (what he fears the most.) Another being that damnable ring on his finger. So, he frames what he wants into a convoluted game designed to result in only one eventuality. Later when Cihan asks Alya would she still leave if his hand were free of the ring, Alya is silent for a long time and then says she would still leave. But this time, Cihan has reason to suspect her answer. He knows she played the fake marriage game because of pride, because he provoked her himself. So this time, Cihan goes and plants the disk in Alya's bag - giving her the chance to choose because I think some part of him is now sure she wouldn't leave just like she never married Enver. Perhaps Cihan is finally beginning to understand that Alya’s words are not always the truth of what she feels. She says she'd leave, but he remembers that she never truly chose Enver, not even when he gave her every reason to. So he places the disk in her bag, relinquishing the one thing he could use to keep her there, and leaves the choice in her hands. Because he knows Alya would never leave Deniz. And perhaps he is finally beginning to trust that she would never truly leave him either. They're finally healing 🥹✨️ #CihAl #UzakŞehir

Ohaaa... the Ozet is back to getting dizi-type ratings, CihAl's room is back, and Dicle is waiting in the wings to fly those ratings back to 18+ Inşallah 🙏✨️ MoRaliM bOzulDUuuuu... but only for the haters! #CihAl #UzakŞehir

DOUBLE DIGITS 🔥🔥🔥 Maşallah 🥹 #UzakŞehir #CihAl

And we're hugging again 🥹 #CihAl #UzakŞehir