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I'm dying || xanax is my Achilles heel || queer af || ♑️♊️♊️

Iowa, USA
Joined March 2009
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They should have a class in high school where they bring in unsuccessful alumni like me to teach kids what not to do in life.
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I just want a release from feeling misunderstood for my entire life.
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I have such an ego complex but also I completely hate everything about myself and want to die.
Sometimes I feel like all we have left is smoking.
Whatever it is that your first saw in me is the only thing that's real.
But you're leaving. You might deny it. You already have a foot out the fucking door just close it and let me go already.
I guess I just thought we could somehow hold each other together and come out on the other side these great people. Together.
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Don't fear the sadness. Dive in. Destroy your own heart before anyone else can.
You're a rock in my shoe but I fell in love with the pain.
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I truly believe I'll never impress you in any sort of way.
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I just want all this sadness to turn into something that might help someone or at least give me someone who understands my mind.
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I'm sorry I didn't come with a warning label.
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Maybe you're all just friends with this idea of who you "think I could be".
It's for you that I stay here. Sometimes I resent you for that.
I'm an addict and pills have always been my drug of choice but maybe you have been too.
You're falling apart and that's heartbreaking. But what hurts me most is that I'm not the one you want to hold you together while you mend.
I can't wait to leave Iowa. For fucking Kansas. That's how much I hate Iowa. I'll pay money to travel to Kansas.
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I'm implying that I am. And frankly yes I am. But not to worry. Things are stronger after they've been broken and rebuilt.
Social media is perfect to witness a person fall apart.
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