She was trying hard to look… respectfully…
“Some people may find it attractive, or find you even more attractive—wait no, I worded that poorly!”
Her eyes widened, the avatar?!
No—no Kayoko… don’t let fear…
“The Avatar? You’ve come to visit me? Did… did Karthik tell you to come see me?”
She tried to keep her voice steady.
@ELLORASLAW
“ haha.. heyyyyy.. it's me. ”
“ you know the uh... the Avatarrrrr's... uhh... ”
No. No lies Pavi.
“ the.. uh. .. the Avatar. ”
She listened to him. Trust… right, trust him… but that scared her—no… if she wanted to recover and she so desperately did, she needed to try.
To try to learn to trust again.
“Okay, I think… I will trust your word.”
“Do you think there is a chance?”
She looked back up at him, a small frown lacing her lips.
“I’d do anything to get rid of this horrible feeling, I constantly feel like I’m in a state of dread, I want it to stop Karthik, I get visions—hallucinations and throbbing headaches.”
She couldn’t help herself, leaning into the touch. It soothed some of the throbbing pain in her head.
“I should have heard you out instead of thinking I was just… too weak, I’m not weak, but I let that fear rule me.”
She let out a soft sigh.
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𝑲𝑨𝒀𝑶𝑲𝑶 ⸻ 宰相 retweeted
People hating on Kayoko are so funny bc they’re forgetting that Nisha actually created the anomaly, that Karthik lied to her for all those years and she truly trusted him with her life, that the avatar is feared everywhere to a point that all the havens refused to help Ellora +
She opened her eyes again, turning her head to look at him. She really didn’t expect that answer.
“I would, I was horrible… I don’t know… it just…”
Her hands moved to curl and clutch into her blanket that was over her lap.
“I felt like a monster, no. I was a monster.”
