40yo / M I want to die
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About to turn 40.
My life NEVER began. And it's long since been over.
I am ready to die. I am afraid and defeated.
I can feel that there are ONLY worse and worse things in store. And my WHOLE LIFE has be a complete disaster already.
Supervillain deliberately poisons the drinking water supply, then tells civilians that THEY are selfish for wanting a drink for themselves.
literal scum of the earth. pure wickedness
"Sam Altman Calls Personal PC RAM Wasteful Amid Shortages"
YOU CAUSED THE SHORTAGES! You made life EXPONENTIALLY MORE EXPENSIVE for real people
fuck you Sam Altman. GO. TO. HELL.
"Sam Altman Calls Personal PC RAM a Waste of Scarce DRAM"
Sam Altman is a waste of everything. Complete garbage "human" being, sucking up and wasting resources far more valuable and worthwhile creatures, like maggots & tapeworms, could enjoy
what an evil piece of shit
Go to hell Sam Altman. Please spent eternity sucking molten shit out of Satan's asshole you evil fucker.
I knew this was their goal. Make it so no one can buy storage/RAM & own their own data. Centralize everything so you can only ACCESS what these fuckers allow & control
I wish I had never been born.
honestly and truly.
nothing about life has been worth the constant misery every day is.
what a cruel fucking scam
carpal tunnel or arthritis or whatever it is has been kicking my ass today
super humid because rain is on the way. dunno if that's affecting it.
getting old sucks. wish I'd nope'd out at like 7
this year:
- A/C broke. Twice.
- Leaky pipe from city water to my house.
- Hailstorm so I had to get a new roof.
- Refrigerator's slow death has reached the end
What the fuck is next
Existence is too fucking expensive and impossible
earlier this year I thought about getting a cheap heat press so I could make some T-shirt designs, get them printed at a DTF (direct-to-film) shop and print one-offs for myself.
Because I am fat and have to get very specific fat-guy t-shirts
inside the house as a new roof is being put on today
at the stage where they're nailing new shingles in with nailgun
sounds like a warzone in here, lemme tell ya
My job got a new discount program for Employees with deals for other companies. It's helpful for restaurants and movies.
But there's an offer for disneyworld. "Up to $82 off!"
Seems as good of a deal as a coupon offering $3 off the purchase of a new car.
some asshole rang my doorbell and woke me up from a nap and now i've felt like shit for the past hour
there is nothing in life that doesn't make me desperate to kill myself
i hate every moment of every day. i hate everything about this miserable and wicked world.
i hate myself.
i hate being scared, and sick, and lonely, and a failure, and anxious and hopeless
let me die
seems like the only goal humanity has in the 21st century is to make life utterly unbearable
with a gleeful smile
fine. take this shitty world & do what you want. there was NEVER a place for me in this life to begin with
just do me the favor & put me out of fucking misery.
ready for this motherfucker to blow up the earth
but it'd me luck that the "5 minutes" it should take would be 1000 years
thanks for nothing, asshole