Floofablue 🎀💙

Vtubers, give me your designs so I have possible goober doodle victims when I start work later today :3 Just for funsies, complex details will get simplified! No promises that I get everyone!

Just left my appointment. They took some biopsy stuff for testing and I cried a lot after waking up. I will now be dead to the world today. Updates tomorrow :)

Thank you everyone who reached out to me today! I did appreciate it a whole lot. I won't be very active tomorrow because of my medical appointment but I should have some fun updates to share! 💙

Cried in bed, ate cheese & trying my best to talk to people even though every fiber of my being wants me to disappear from everyone's lives. Poke me a lot if I don't respond! Often times I'm fighting myself over if people actually want to talk to me or are only tolerating me.

I want more than anything to stream regularly again but have nothing more than emotes and don't want to be faceless.. Doing my best to get through work instead before finishing anything for myself. I just wanna stream so badly.. T-T

What's with many anatomy anime art tutorials saying breasts as they enlarge, only go downward? What about those of us where it grows outward & downward.. why do they say that's incorrect when it exists?? 😭

They are one of the most kind people I've worked for so I was incredibly happy to work with them again! Thank you for letting me rig your newest model 💙

My body may be exploding (appointment on the 5th, will be loopy on that day) but you all will get 1 hangry week of my updates and shenanigans~ I may have gone crazy with some bonuses I made some people..

Look at my son and mascot.. Boochi! (boo-chi) He's enjoying his hat and lolipop right now. He deserves all the fun things 💙

Got excited, making something awesome, making a discord server for it.. Stay tuned! 💙

Omg real. I feel possessed and have the force of paper.

Guess who's right elbow is swollen.. I'm gonna explode 😭

Depression may have me in a chokehold but at least I'll still cook mac n cheese to eat and work on commissions, even if I'm slow 💙

To the enemy Silver and Warden that felt bad for me (I was Rem) and started helping me get boxes & statues.. I love you. It felt like I had functional parents and it gave me so much joy as we danced on York & spammed our posters.

Is it weird to say I am kinda glad I've been disabled enougg that I could never go before? This just solidifies me never going in my life. I'm tired.

I am working at the speed of light right now. I nearly finished an outfit rig add-on rig in a single day, I got almost an entire head of hair done on a model art & I managed a basic head concept for a Primagen OC for a friend.. All within these last 2 days. Also, news soon! 💙

It's just me but sheep. But I can be depressed AND have cool characteristics & markings so that's a plus :3 Though, what I would absorb could make life difficult..

I appreciate all my friends who share their lives with me. I love knowing about things that excite you, make you happy and that you're proud of! Sharing those moments with me truly makes me feel like I am your friend that you value dearly. I love seeing them so happy.

I've honestly been so paranoid to post WIPs anymore. I know I'd be devastated seeing idiots generate things if an artist posted WIPs of my stuff. During an age where consent doesnt matter to them & the law, it makes nothing safe to show anymore and I hate it. 💔

Please, I beg, does anyone have words of wisdom for drawing mouths with different emotions?? Idk if it's my aphantasia, autism or both but the moment a mouth needs a drawn expression, I just fall apart. Eyes, hands, brows, ears & hair I can draw emotions for but MOUTHS? HOW 🫪