As if I wasn’t already on a Valorant binge recently.

Hi everyone I wanted to start with apologizing for how rocky my mental has been recently. I tend to struggle around this time of year and I never really can pinpoint why. I don't know if it's stress from my upcoming birthday, feeling as though I'm not giving my best on stream, general seasonal stuff or what - but in the end it always has the same effect. I feel as though I fail my community as a streamer. It's been hard for me to put my best foot forward on stream, and I know it shows. I've been low energy and even had a long emotional chat with you all last night. After all of that and then having my internet cut out on me, I practically felt hopeless. I was in my head about the universe giving me a sign. I don't want to make any drastic decisions while my mental is shaky - so I won't. Instead I'm going to step away for a little bit to try and get my head on straight again. Unfortunately this means canceling the rest of my streams for this week and more than likely extending my break to cover next week. I think I need to step away, get some work done, do a little self-reflection and work on myself before I can hit go live again. I promise I'll keep fighting. Hachi

I've come to realize that because I sleep by hugging a pillow to myself, every single one of my pillows has become malformed in the center. I guess I'm going to the pillow store.

ITS FINALLY RESIDENT EVIL TIME IDK WHAT THIS ABOMINATION OF A BEVERAGE IS BUT IM SO HYPE OR MAYBE ITS THE SUGAR HIGH

⭐️Schedule 10/12-10/18⭐️ Only a month away from my birthday?? Schedules for the next month might change any day depending on how much prep work I need to do...hope that's okay 🥹 🎨Art: #DogtART 📸Clips: #Hachiroll 🔴Live: #TheDogtorIsIn 👥Community: #Pawchis

THIS IS SO COOL !!! Thank you Yoshabro for the cocktail inspired by yours truly 🥺 It being spirit forward is such a funny double meaning too ! I love this!!

I think I’m really tired in a lot of ways

Planning for an event is terrifying because I will just stare at my friends list with a stack of invites in hand like "well I think we're friends but like do they think we're friends"

⭐️Schedule 10/5 - 10/11⭐️ Slaps you in the face by being late to my own surprise early stream. May the October spookies begin!! 🎨Art: #DogtART 📸Clips: #Hachiroll 🔴Live: #TheDogtorIsIn 👥Community: #Pawchis

Who let this dog start singing in a random park? Celebrating the last day of Subtember with a bit of karaoke! 5 gifted and you get to pick what I sing. 【Busking for Subs】 = 11 PM EDT | 8 PM PDT | 12 PM JST =

buy me pokemon cards so I know it’s real