Haiiro Blitzhound (comms closed indefinately) (@HaiiroVTuber) profile picture

someone ruined me beyond repair, have fun seeing my lifeless body soon

Joined September 2020
yes, I am slowly getting insane, yes, any treatment or help I am getting is slowly not working, yes, someone broke me beyond repair, yes, that person left me to rot again... yes, I might be ending myself soon
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update: going even more insane as usual but wound has healed up :P medication is killing me with the side effects (headaches and drowsiness), they took all of my sharp stuff so I am stuck here hitting my head on my table whenever my mind snaps but im doing ok’nt
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forgot to re-add, had multiple suicide attempts but failed (my neck hurts) :<
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snitches gets stitches, but in this case, people who never gave a damn after you gave your all, will give you stitches (had to get my stitches removed, it… hurted alot)
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fuck me, just thinking about you, makes me feel dizzy, my chest hurts, and I feel like I am in the verge of having a mental breakdown, am i that emotionally traumatized? or am I just insane
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I trusted you, you were the only one I trusted so dearly, that I could trust my life to you, but you fucking treated me like trash, like I was no one, you easily fucking replaced me after using me all up. I fucking gave you my everything, and you fucking threw me out like trash
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… you left me, multiple times, whenever I needed you, yet I still always believed and trusted you… I dont know anymore
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I still loved and trusted you, but it was so sad seeing you like this, a disgusting selfish person
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i fucking hate everything, im fucking killing myself soon, i fucking hate you all
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hello, update, i had a episode and attempted to end my life and was rushed to the ER, i am unfortunately currently bedridden from being weak due to the blood loss
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Haiiro Blitzhound (comms closed indefinately) retweeted
EMERGENCY COMMS 250USD for Tier 4 Fullbody Rigging + 3 free standard expressions turnaround time: 1-2 weeks Commission sheet in replies hello, I know I am currently untrustworthy and I still sincerely apologize for the trouble I have caused Artist of model: @momorin_kaeru
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update: hi, I just wanted to tell something, I owe you all an apology for the recent hiccups in my work. The truth is, I've been constantly relapsing into my depression, and it has been continously affecting my ability to keep up. [1/2]
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I want to express my sincerest regrets for any inconvenience caused. i'm reaching out to ask for your understanding and maybe even one more chance to make things right. your patience has meant a lot. thank you [2/2]
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