Henry

Lily Phillips was shaking, chain smoking, tears streaming down her face after 101 strangers used her body in 8 hours, and she didn’t even know HIV spreads through oral. She went numb after guy 30. Forgot every face. “If I didn’t have the video I wouldn’t know I’d done it.” No one checked if any of them had a criminal record. She once wanted to wait until marriage. Then she announced 1,000. In the video below, you’ll see the moment Lily breaks. Eyes red, voice cracking, trying to hold it together on camera. She can’t. Lily Phillips started on OnlyFans while at university. Bikini photos for beer money. Then she saw the real numbers. Dropped out. Built a nine-person team. Did 23 guys in one session. Then 37 in a day. Then said the number out loud. 100 men. One day. Before the event, a documentary crew asked if she knew HIV spreads through oral. She laughed. “Oh really, I’ve never really thought about that.” She had already let dozens of men finish in her mouth on camera. Her mom called her every day. When the interviewer asked if her parents knew about the 100 men, her voice dropped. “I just don’t want them to think less of me.” Another OnlyFans creator said it straight. “You’re signing a deal with the devil. No one is going to see you as a human being.” The day came. Rented Airbnb. Quiet London suburb. Men arriving from 8 AM. Five minutes each. Some flew in from Switzerland and Barbados. No criminal checks. No safety plan. Just a security guard and 200 condoms in a bag. Guys were canceling all morning. Her team was texting strangers begging them to come. She skipped lunch. By hour 8 she was chain smoking. “It’s absolute mayhem. I’ve had like a hundred cigarettes.” Then it was over. 101 men. She sat on the bed, eyes burning. She said after guy 30 she went robotic. Open the door, take off your shoes, five minutes, next. She started dissociating. “I can think of five, six guys I remember. And that’s it.” Then she broke down on camera. Tears, shaking hands, voice cracking. She said she felt guilty because some guys only got two minutes after traveling from other countries. After everything they did to her body for 8 hours, she was the one apologizing. She whispered “if I didn’t have the video, I wouldn’t have known I’ve done 100.” The filmmaker said seeing her so broken was the saddest thing he’d ever filmed. Five days later she posted a new video. Smiling. Full makeup. “That was just the warm up.” In February 2025 she would do 1,000. In a single day. She once wanted to wait until marriage. She said that on camera too, smiling, like it was a joke from another life. Half the internet says she knows exactly what she’s doing. The other half says they watched a girl cry on a bed that smelled like 101 strangers and then sign up to do it ten times worse. Was this empowerment or was this the moment she stopped being a person?

I remember just spending my whole psychology class being horrified at most of the biological solutions to mental illness. Antidepressants are like if we invented a drug that pauses bleeding on a fatal wound that doesn't actually do anything to help you heal or recover physically

This. Because I do not do this to signal some sort of gratification towards myself. I do it because I want to reduce the harm I inflict, wherever I can. And on a side note, as someone who studies sociology, this “I’m superior you’re the antagonist” form of awareness doesn’t work.

Injured farm animals that have been rescued from these abusive systems. I have rescued dogs and other animals from being abandoned or left in the system. If I could I’d adopt more, i unfortunately can’t afford that nor do I have the housing to do so. I do not feel superior for

Harm. I try to avoid foods that have meat in them, I don’t eat things like bacon, steak, gammon etc. I don’t eat eggs. If I could afford it I would be drinking nut milk. I help abused animals, I do charity work, I go to rescue centres and recovery farms. I have cared for and fed

As someone who has a high risk of eating disorders and severe ocd, among other health issues from my disabilities and genetic profile that make me high risk to lots of things this restrictive eating would bring on, (because for me it is restrictive…) I do the most to reduce my

Going around playing superior and acting as if others you act are beneath you are evil, antagonising them… that isn’t how you help animals, that’s how you play God. It’s so shallow and so fake to me I’m sorry if you act like this I don’t think you really care.

You do not care about helping animals. You do not care about stopping their oppression and abuse. You don’t care about educating people on these industries. Or maybe you’re just too dumb to realise that this response you’re using never, or rarely, works.

Can reduce harm. Be vegan, it’s great you have the option to do so, that does not mean you are morally superior to everyone and hold the right to be a bigot… it’s so shallow when I see this response from vegans on Twitter, because to me it shows you do not care one bit.

There are options here. The current system is built to oppress animals, and it is virtually impossible for a lot of people to simply cut all animal products from their diet. The response to that isn’t shaming them and calling them liars… it’s promoting harm reduction where they

You care about being right and feeling superior. You aren’t aiding animals by shaming disabled people… you aren’t aiding animals by acting in reactive ways on Twitter. Get out and actually try make changes… implore people to reduce their harm as much as possible.

Like I’m sorry if it hurts you to be told you’re ableist. You’re kinda doing the same thing as that card you pull all the time… you’re lying and just want an excuse to not accept your moral wrongs. When you make arguments like this it shows to me you do not care about animals

Why do I always have posts like that get somewhat popular man idc to argue with you guys, if you’re shaming disabled people for not being vegan when they can’t or telling them they’re liars and are making excuses, you are ableist… that’s the most blatant ableism there is.