I am way too old to be spending an entire day writing gay fan fiction

this IS my journal. the journal factory DID explode.

I am getting very close to the truth so be careful

the camera roll of someone who’s doing incredibly well mentally

feeling itchy and reminiscent of odd times

being told I’m spiritually gifted as a child instead of getting diagnosed probably caused most of this

Happy birthday! I don’t know anyone who’s birthday it is today but I’m sure it’s somebody’s in the world

working hard or hardly working am I right

go to bed ugly boy

just kidding! April fools! I mean October fools! Pumpkin! 🎃

I want to talk about it

I can’t give details but this is kind of what school was like for me

onetime when I was a kid I went to this girls house for a sleepover and her family had me drink this “special” water with them and then told me to close my eyes and describe what I saw

vegetable soup and the obsession of tradition based control

I’m probably illiterate in some capacity

communicating with my cousin exclusively through tiktok comments

what smoking cigarettes fat asf feels like

just kidding burger with forget that ever happened fries please

I can’t come to class professor I’m too fucking ugly