I remember my ex found out i was fucking this other chick during a “break” n she told me she didnt think i had it in me… im like bitch how tf u think I ended up fucking you?
It’d be dope to be in a mutual “i actually have feelings for you” type situation again. But i gotta hunch that it aint happening lol
Matter of fact, im capping. The last woman I expressed my feelings for hit me with the “i just want to have fun” shit n that highkey ruined my outlook 🤣🤣🤣
After that situation ended i was just out here tryna smack anything i thought was cute. I haven’t had real feelings for a woman since 2019
I’m over there chilling with her, eating meals she cooked, using her wifi, putting my feet on her table… all the while denying her for sex 🤣🤦🏽♂️ i felt so horrible bro, so i told her what it was n cut things off
I don’t even have anything negative to say about her fr fr but its just certain shit that wasn’t “for me” and as much as i tried, i could not develop any emotional attachment to this girl
I remember staying the night at her crib right. I already realized i dont fw her like that, but i let this woman CATER to me. Couldn’t even enjoy it cuz I don’t fucking like you baby im sorry
I went celibate for a year. I gave this girl a chance. She wasn’t even really the type i go for but i gave her a shot. Once i realized I didn’t fw her like that? Bro.
I legit had to sit with myself like bro u don’t really wanna be with this girl at all but u still fucking her. U ignore how irritated a girl make u just cuz u getting cheeks. You gotta do better.
Pre-Covid i wanna say i was more willing to forgive & forget, but nowadays (this stems from personal trauma as well) as soon as I peep a red flag or just gross behavior all that understanding shit go out the window

