I want to stay as close to the edge as i can without going over. Out on the edge you see all kinds of things you can't see from the center.

The softest love is often the one that took the longest to learn how to stay.

💯

You ever have one of those days when everything starts going wrong from the second you wake up? That's how my day is going.

This

I'm worried about me. I'm worried about him. I'm worried about us. I'm worried about results. I'm worried about money. I'm worried about school. All this worry isn't good for me. It's making every day feel chaotic from beginning to end. Not getting much sleep. No appetite. #lost

Loving someone while knowing you might lose them changes the way you notice every small moment.

Nothing feels quite right in my life right now

To all of you who have reached out lately with words of encouragement and support, thank you so much. I've seen your messages and they are so appreciated. 🩷🫶🫂

Cozy lights. Cozy candle. Cozy blanket. Lots of pillows. Comfy clothes. Bowl of soup thanks to J. Old b&w horror movies. Weed. Lots and lots of weed. #MyNight

Now the wait begins. The next few weeks are going to be some of the scariest I've ever had to go through.

Not sure I'm gonna get through this without throwing up. I feel so sick. My anxiety is completely out of control and nearing panic attack level.

Omg I so don't have this😢

I got this. Right?

My anxiety is through the fucking roof

When you start to realize there's no longer room for you in someone's life....... 💔🧠

When your chest just.... hurts. Bc you've been holding so much inside for so long and the hurt has no place to go.

I protect everyone else from me. But tell me, who protects me from myself?

When your mind starts with the fucking suicidal ideation you know it's going to be a seriously hard fucking weekend to get through.