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I was ..
-Born to teenage parents. They Divorced. Remarried. Verbally abused.
-Addicted to porn.
-Bullied at school.
-Seeking validation in things that couldn’t fill me.
-worshipping money & became $5 balance broke.
-Cheated on by someone I loved
Pt 2 👇
Feb 2026 Update
Loaded all my labs and symptoms in Claude and it said it’s 100% sure my issues are MCAS driven. My VLF / sympathetic dominant nervous system is the smoking gun. I.e LF is 3000 HF rarely gets above 400. Gas is always revved with little ability to break. Breathe work does nothing for me.
Neurofeedback Brain retraining helps my nervous system for sure , but makes sense why i can’t get it to be more parasympathetic dominant and I’ve tried tons of stuff from supplements , peptides, electrical stim etc and nada
So on my hair mineral test phosphorus was on the low side. I got some to supplement and now I can tolerate TTFD and my hair loss nearly stopped. Like I’m tugging and one hair comes out where before a gentle brush a handful came out . Wondering what the root of this is
Latest and greatest update 🙃 Trying infralow neurofeedback. My brain produces a crazy amount of slow wave during the day. I also got an FSM machine I’m renting which is pretty fascinating in all the things it can do. Looking at my OAT I’m B1 and B2 deficient. I’m up to 300mg of TTFD and cofactors. Also nuking candida and biofilms. I def start feeling funky after and anxiety creeps in unless I take a binder . I also tried seeing a neurological chiro . My body felt so calm after. May try somatic therapy next
Ss 31 update. I’ve used up 50mg bottle over a week or so. Increased energy and cognitive function. A little to stimulating at first. I got up to 7.5mg a dose.
Literally was praying like crazy yesterday & asking God why. I’ve seen & heard crazy stories of healing. At the same time, I believe my struggles have purpose so that I can walk & minister to others suffering from the same battles.
It would be hard to understand the depth people are suffering from these sicknesses if I didn’t battle them myself. If anyone needs prayer for anything, shoot me a DM. I’ll pray for you or with you. I don’t know why God heals some instantly and others not, but I believe there can be purpose in our suffering either way.
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This is a thread of my observations from using the peptide SS-31. SS-31 has been the most effective treatment I have tried for improving energy. It has improved my cognitive function by 50%. I can now do moderate cognitive work for 5-10 hrs/week when before I could do none 1/27
would you consider writing up a brief set of SS-31 observations? I am about to start and your experience here will be invaluable. p.s. i had been waiting till this recent autoimmune flare resolved but it has kicked me back a lot in terms of baseline. now thinking maybe i should just jump directly to SS-31.
There sure is some interplay between mind body we don’t understand. I’ve come across lots of people recovering from rewiring. I just started re-origin. A good friend of mine with Lyme,cfs, metals, etc issues is about 3 months in and his baseline has really gone up. Has started working out hard.
Replying to @vijayiyer312
To clarify, I don’t believe me/cfs is some miss wiring in the amygdala that needs to be corrected by brain training (I know you don’t like that term and prefer autonomic rehab but just for consistency).
Similarly, I was not proposing a proven mechanism (clearly a study is needed, we have evidence and leads but not proof), rather I was pointing out that biology is complex and we shouldn’t dismiss evidence just because it doesn’t fit our preconceived notions.
Enough people recover by this so-called ‘mind and body connection’ approach that we should be humbly curious, not dismissive. Given the nature of me/cfs, the dysautonomia and the stress related crashes, I think it makes a lot of sense that these techniques can improve some people to the point of remission. Is the underlying problem/damage still there? Maybe, probably! But it might be compensated.
I don’t believe things only spring into being when there is a paper saying so (neither do you I’m sure!). As you know, I personally think the functions of the vagus nerves cover me/CFS, its symptoms and even its lesser reported ‘weird symptoms’ I read on X all the time. Vagal tone will be a function of the physical state (condition/size etc) of the vagus nerve its self AND its upstream regulation. Vagal tone is one of the best documented correlates of me/CFS and its severity. Even patients have worked this out with smartwatches etc. it can also be increase by training (I did it myself and other prominent health figures such as Bryan Johnson have too).
This is of course not fully proven and I am too severe to have a paper based discussion unfortunately. However just hypothetically I bring it up to demonstrate there are always many ways something can be true that originally sounds wrong. The vaccines too. We shouldn’t discard observations because they don’t fit our current hypothesis. Let alone the social consequence of doing so in this context, it’s just toxic imo.
One other experiment I’m running. I’ve been testing my hrv via polar H10. I keep getting high LF 900-2000 and low HF 200-300. It’s almost always this way meaning stuck in fight or flight. I’ve tried and now implementing:
Trialed SS31 and I played pickleball , slept 5 hours , and now I’m take care of my family who caught a bad bug. Fascinating peptide. I need to learn how/when to dose so I can sleep. 😅 at 3mg currently
Knee deep in battles financial , health and more. Wide awake 3am and I start praying God deliver our family. Click my IG and I see this message from a pastor who was struggling with a mystery sleep issue the doctors couldn’t figure out. This was so good:
instagram.com/p/DGOygWGRVq_/…




