Moonwriter

Take my hand, take me home Show me my past, first and last Reveal the secrets I grew Innocently Close my eyes, shut my mouth Bring me back to who I was Unmarked by adventure and grief Young and naive I want to learn Where I come from Only then I'll become My true self #poem

Anger like syrup Dripping in my veins Sticking to my guts My hatred crushes My inner world Viciously I'd scratch my skin Till my bones stand bare And carve them With my nails and teeth What kind of monster Would emerge If I let it Rise from my remains ? #poem

The thick silence of the night Suffocates the timid lights Nested in naked windows Cars are purring in the distance A silhouette walks with haste Senselessly afraid, longing for home Sleep lurks all around me But hung up in the sky The Moon is keeping me awake #poem

Seas are filled with water Forests are filled with trees But space is filled with distance Some beings are made of actions Others are made of decisions But we are made of reflexions Bent, broken, beautiful We live as the mirrors Of our own minds #poem

My mattress is a raft Supporting me While I drift into slumber My blanket is an armor Protecting me In a caring embrace My bedroom is a sanctuary Soothingly silent That I neglect too often #poem #INeedToSleep

Colors splatted on a grey wall Exposed to rain and pollution Four words Drawings of a dancing monkey Smeared all over in a farandole More colors At dusk, a new splash of paint One number and two letters Intermingled City walls are palimpsests #poem

I want to hold your hand Smile back at you And pin your drawings on my fridge But you don't exist yet Maybe never Life is such a wild mystery At least I hear your laugh When I'm alone I still miss you from our future #poem

If blood shall bear its weight If my family Condemned me By giving birth to me If time must pass always If I grow old Nonetheless I want to know my fate If my own existence Is flickering Then I will make the most Of it #poem

In the dark of night Under silent stars And the Moon so bright I wander Quite near, yet so far A column of smoke Floating like a scar Distracts me I wish for falling Stars and thunderstorms The air is chilling I feel free #poem

Guys. Call your family and friends. Have video calls. Send texts. Play games with them. Don't let anybody close to you alone in this. Don't stay alone. It feels good to interact with those you love, especially if you can't be physically with them. Even if it's just two texts. 💜

Years apart I still feel you I remember Your hair, your smile The way you walked And mostly How you were The only one Who understood My sorry mind I wish I could Live in my dreams Trapped with you Again #poem