middle aged lady

Joined March 2019
🍝🐢💨 spagurtle
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精神的にはもう死んでおり、肉体の寿命だけが残っている 人生が余った
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"All that blood was never once beautiful. It was just red."
I also think we're uncomfortable w/ the possibility that suffering can fundamentally change someone w/o making them wiser, kinder, or stronger. We want trauma to produce some compensating benefit so the suffering was “worth it,” but unfortunately that’s not always the case
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I also think we're uncomfortable w/ the possibility that suffering can fundamentally change someone w/o making them wiser, kinder, or stronger. We want trauma to produce some compensating benefit so the suffering was “worth it,” but unfortunately that’s not always the case
sometimes you just gotta sit with the fact that after all of the trauma you actually will never be the same and it did change you fundamentally and there’s no going back
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and if i must perish and spend the rest of my life learning how to live without you, then let it be known that for once, i knew what it meant to be infinite.
maybe icarus loved the sun more than he feared the fall because falling was never destined to be a tragedy to him but the idea of not flying at all
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maybe icarus loved the sun more than he feared the fall because falling was never destined to be a tragedy to him but the idea of not flying at all
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ㅤㅤㅤㅤ ㅤㅤㅤㅤ❛❛ If you are to be the sun, I am to be Icarus, a fool fated to fall and burn before I ever reach you. Even on wings of wax, I would fly towards you. ㅤㅤㅤㅤ
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this year felt like you got hit by a car but it wasn't enough so a truck ran over you and life decided that still wasn't enough so it sent a whole bulldozer to finish the job
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i think maybe a better way to say this is finding someone that feels as rejected from reality as you, two souls that never should have existed finding each other and making this wandering journey you're on a little less lonely
i know it's not healthy and i'm not romanticizing this, but there's something so beautifully poetic about finding someone as doomed as you are to spend your life with
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sharing your music with someone is a sacred act that says i like you. maybe a little too much, it’s kind of embarrassing. here is a song that makes me think of you and I’m trusting you to not ruin it for me
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Dostoevsky writes this letter to his friend after losing his three months old daughter. I don't know how much this man has suffered all his life.
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at least we look at the same moon
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Kate Baer
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it wont get better but at least it only gets worse too slowly to notice in the short term
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perhaps some loves are meant to be kept at arm’s length. admired like rain through glass windows; close enough to see, but never close enough to be touched.
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i will no longer ask the heavens to bring you back to me, dan. i will only wish for you to be happy. goodbye, my love.
perhaps some loves are meant to be kept at arm’s length. admired like rain through glass windows; close enough to see, but never close enough to be touched.
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