💔😭💔😭💔😭💔 I remember that phone call on February 13, 2026—how the world suddenly went cold and stood still. How everything fell silent, as if the earth had forgotten what it meant to feel. Nothing mattered anymore the moment your light went out. My heart shattered in an instant and was never the same again. When I lost you, my beloved son, a part of me died along with you. I still keep your things in the cupboards in your room and by the bedside. The T-shirts, hoodies, and trousers you loved; the favorite collections you held in your hands; and the words you spoke. I try to breathe again, to survive another night. But whenever I close my eyes, I see you; we talk; I recall our walks, jokes, and mental games. I miss you so much, my beloved child. ❤️✨❤️✨❤️✨❤️ Song lyrics ✨✨✨✨✨✨✨✨✨✨✨ My son, there are words I’ve carried for years. Quiet as a letter I couldn't bring myself to send. I wasn't a perfect mom, I know. Though with all my heart, I wanted to be close. I carried so many wounds within myself, so much pain I couldn't name. Sometimes I sought love somewhere far away, blind to the fact that you had always been my world. I remember you as a little one, your tiny hands near your face. A smiling child—my purest world. Your eyes held so much light and peace that, beside you, every fear of mine would melt away. I chased after peace, after happiness, after something that was meant to heal me. And if, in that pursuit, I lost sight of you even once, today, with all my heart, I apologize to you. If you were lonely while I was battling my own world— I am sorry if you waited for me, and I returned too late at times. But know that you always came first, even when life pulled me far away. My greatest love, my greatest treasure, the most important person the world has given me.