Ммм, такое ощущение что я разбит на части, не знаю чего хочу, да и делать ничего не хочется, даже мыться себя я заставляю, неужели уход одного человека из моей жизни так сильно влияет...или я с полна вкусил кусок депрессии ._.
In any case, I've exhausted myself so much that I can't even draw now, at least I'll try to force myself tomorrow.
the worst day of the week, sleeping with an ex who took care of me, fighting with my family because of my bad mood, and yes, as usual, I ruined everything for them.
I miss him so much, why couldn't this dream last forever.. right now I'm lying and crying, either from longing, or from my own impotence, because I haven't done anything in a day, or from everything at once, so I have to go to work tomorrow.














