RMD🤍

Don’t open up to the wrong people just because you need someone to listen. Not everyone knows how to handle your vulnerability, and not everyone deserves access to the things you keep hidden. Be careful who you trust with your struggles, your dreams, and your feelings. The right people will make you feel safe, never exposed or judged.

i think i’m tired of thinking about everything. tired of analyzing every conversation, questioning every decision, imagining every possible outcome, and trying to make sense of things that might never have an explanation. i just want my mind to be quiet for once. no overthinking, no worrying, no replaying the past. just a little peace without having to work so hard for it.

if i could go back to the day we met, i would probably just stay in bed and let that day pass without ever knowing you. not because every moment was bad, but because i know how much it would hurt to live through it all again. sometimes the hardest part isn’t losing someone, it’s wishing you had never met them.

my problem is that i keep trying even when i’m tired, even when i’m hurt, and even when deep down i know i’m not getting the same effort back. i’ll communicate, forgive, understand, give chances, and convince myself things can still get better because i genuinely don’t like giving up on people i care about. but i have a breaking point, and once i reach it, something changes. i don’t just walk away because i’m upset. i walk away because i’ve exhausted every version of myself trying to make it work, and by the time i’m done, i don’t even have the energy to care anymore.

it’s no-vember, and i’m officially done wasting my time on people, situations, and things that bring nothing good into my life. no chasing, no begging, no entertaining mixed signals, and absolutely no making excuses for people who know exactly what they’re doing. i’m choosing myself, protecting my peace, and putting my energy where it actually belongs. if it costs my peace, it’s too expensive.

maybe God was preparing you for what you asked for all along. maybe the delays, the disappointments, the closed doors, and the things you lost were shaping you in ways you couldn’t understand at the time. sometimes what feels like rejection is protection, and what feels like waiting is preparation. trust that not every unanswered prayer is forgotten. keep your faith, keep growing, and believe that what’s meant for you will find you at the right time.