Today is the first time I’ve hoped for the possibility of a relationship since everything fell apart.
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Please date someone who actually wants to experience life with you. Not just dinner & sex. I’m taking Museums, cooking classes, festivals, pottery, concerts, bookstores, road trips, random adventures.. EVERYTHING.
I ate more today in one meal than I have been able to eat in over a year and a half. I hope that’s a sign that I am getting well again.
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I met someone recently. He’s…surprisingly sweet. I think he wants to be superman, and values his promises. I think it’s the sweetest thing I’ve ever seen.
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I have a phobia of anything that cuts. There’s a long name for it but I can’t be bothered to check. I just connected the dots between this phobia and my inability to be handy 🤣 Suddenly it all makes sense.
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I think the problem is, I need understanding…and I don’t fit into any box at all, so that doesn’t come easily. Just someone who says hey, I see you, and I understand you, and it’s okay. You’re going to be okay.
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I keep trying and trying, and I keep going. And the universe keeps asking for more. Lately I’m just in tears. Please don’t ask any more of me.
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I find that my life improves a lot when I shrink the time horizon. Instead of worrying about long-term goals, I just focus on the next hour. Do one thing that moves me forward. One closed loop. One workout. One hard conversation. One whatever. Thinking about how to build a successful life is daunting. How can you have a successful day? How can you win this hour? Do that. Then do it again. Momentum is a byproduct of movement.
My mind has been so numb with pain, it’s been hard to think about anything else.
Every day I wake up and do my best to try to focus long enough to get some work done. Sometimes it works, sometimes not.
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It’s been in my karma the last few weeks, to meet people who want to talk, ask questions, and not listen.
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There’s no shame in needing rest. Not just physical rest, but the kind where your soul is tired. The kind where everything feels heavy and even smiling feels like a job. You’re not lazy. You’re not weak. You’re just human and sometimes humans break down before they rebuild. Rest is not a reward. It’s a right. Take what you need.
I usually wear shorts….and I keep being surprised at this pants fixation I’ve had for a couple weeks… then I remember it’s February. Warm, but technically still winter… 😂😅
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