Ryn

Didn't even realise it's been already a year on this account. Still feel like shit. Still miserable. Still fat.

What makes me even more sad is that everything is so temporary

I wished I died during my sleep

I need a new good obsession

I will just cry

Is it hard to find someone that will give 24/7 attention

Feeling so sad

I need to lose weight

Let me die in my sleep I don't want to wake up

I'm miserable

I'm so unwell. I wish to die constantly. I haven't been stable. Being paranoid again is not helping. The voices in my head won't shut up.

I will die alone

Shame on me being that needy

I just miss having someone that will tell me what to do

I think getting a girlfriend will fix me

People are so mean

I've been hearing and reading the r-slur way too much lately It's been so annoying

I don't know what to do about myself

The way I've been zoning out

I realised I repeated myself Yeah I'm not okay mentally