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I had a dream where I was drinking last night. It was so real. I've seen others on here talk about it but have never had one myself. Woke up in a panic followed by a wave of relief. Now left feeling strangely unsettled and anxious. #RecoveryPosse

Had a fall today and in a LOT of pain. Would kill for a glass of wine. Is 9pm too early for bed?? 😭 #RecoveryPosse

I'm having friends from abroad stay with me for a week from Friday. My flat has been my alcohol free sanctuary. Is it OK to ask them not to drink in my house? #RecoveryPosse

6 weeks. #RecoveryPosse

Went to my support group even though it meant having to rearrange my entire work diary. My keyworker had an impromptu session with me and organised some medication for me to help with the cravings. Reaching out is hard but so worth it. Thank you. #recoveryposse

I didn't give in last night and I have woken up this morning emotionally drained but otherwise unscathed. Thank you so much all for metaphorically holding my hand last night. I appreciate every single one of you. #recoveryposse

So glad I have my support group tomorrow. This craving is so intense I'm aching and shaking. I cant stop crying, what the hell is going on? 😭 #RecoveryPosse

I just had a massive success at work and I cannot tell you how much I want a drink to celebrate. Strongest craving in six weeks. Even had to cancel my plans because I don't trust myself to leave the house. #RecoveryPosse

I am feeling so bored on my sobriety. Even though I know its good for me. WHY DO I FEEL LIKE THIS?? I feel really depressed that my brain is betraying me. #RecoveryPosse

Has anyone tried SMART recovery? (Please no AA/NA recommendations - I'm delighted it worked for you but doesn't for me) I'm curious if SMART is a good support alternative. #RecoveryPosse #SoberOctober

One month sober today and got my dry 'bar' all set up for #SoberOctober #RecoveryPosse

Marathon completed. #RecoveryPosse

28 days. And tomorrow is marathon day 🥳🤯 #recoveryposse

Two days til I walk a marathon. Sober and strong. #RecoveryPosse #RecoveryMonth

Three weeks. And my team just won the grand final! Tempted to go get some no-secco to celebrate #RecoveryMonth #RecoveryPosse

I cannot WAIT to stop stuffing Mt face with sweets #RecoveryPosse #RecoveryMonth

Why do I want a drink so badly today?? 😢 #RecoveryPosse #RecoveryMonth

15 days x #odaat #RecoveryPosse #RecoveryPosse

Another day, another almost 30k steps. #RecoveryPosse #recoverymonth