Goddess Alicia’s boy - Subby A 💟

i am pleased to announce that i am to continue being Locked in Chastity for No Nut November ( NNN) to my divine beautiful Dominant Owner @AllforAliciaxx 🔐😈 To wear Her cage is my promise and commitment to continue the trust, devotion and love i have given to my Queen! The aim is permanent Chastity at all times and it becomes my gift and symbol, it represents my eternal duty to submit, sacrifice and surrender to the one true Dominant. That i pledge publicly, with all You as my witness of my devoted dedication to our relationship and that as always i am Her slave Subby A. For me, continuing Chastity into NNN is a ritual, a cherished repetition and celebration of our bond. Our FLR D/s is protected and our goal is to enjoy BDSM in a way that fulfils us both. i am incredibly honoured to be gifted an opportunity of extended Chastity. To be Owned, Locked and devoted in this opportunity obedient only to my beautiful Owner Goddess Alicia 👸🏼🔐💟

This isn’t coming from a place of explaining. Rather me getting it out of my head and exploring my feelings im having. I’m accepting my Asexuality more. The more I feel and think about this the more it feels right and comfortable. What it means to me is. I’m losing interest in sexual activity that vanilla people are more atuned to. It no longer interests me or what i want to enjoy. Even in films or if i see it anywhere any part of it im like “ oh no!” And look away. Porn has completely desensitised me, but I’ve not watched it for 10 years + I’m finding sexual attraction to everyone less and less and has felt like ive been disconnected from that world that i often felt pressured to feel sexually attracted or sexually attractive to others. Have i numbed my sexual attraction over years of serving Dominants. But seeing hundreds of really attractive Women on my timeline hundreds of times a day for years has made my attraction less wanting. My self esteem or confidence in anything sexual has always felt too overwhelming. I could never see myself in a position of having full sexual intercourse. I don’t feel I have adequate body parts, stamina or the emotional freedom to express that. Being single in traditional vanilla terms I know I never want to have a real life partner ever again. My ex wife weaponised sex and the emotional mental physical result of that means sexual activity reminds me of something taken away from me. My past of not having sex in my life means im able to accept it more. I can’t miss what I’ve never had. I’m finding even self gratification becoming a soulless act, where ejaculating just doesn’t do it for me anymore. What people love about sex and indeed kink on a personal self level has almost completely gone. The constant feeling of post nut clarity is lasting a permanent reminder every time I decide to or wish to do things. However. Saying this. On the flip side. I am in a deeply committed kinky Female Led Relationship Dominant / submissive relationship with my Dominant. Goddess is my world and although I don’t find people sexually attractive - with Her I find highly sexually attractive. The embodiment of Feminine beauty and divinity! My absolute idol and crush! I’ve found that She can make me dizzy, heart beats off the charts and lose all control of my body at the slightest thing She says does or looks like. I am willing to do sexual activity in Kink with my Domina and only my Domina - although we know there are private boundaries that are deeply respected. I do so love obeying Her and anything like tease and denial where i may accidently or forcefully cum is still incredible because it is of the desires of Her, seeing Her Joy in my submission is extremely intoxicating. Being a cuck is deeply personal to me. It’s the opposite end of Asexuality generally but for me it isnt. Being a cuck is not ever about denying me sexually. I don’t feel that. Being a cuck is never about the cuck. That’s where my Asexuality comes in and blends with being a cuck. It’s about HER pleasures. So by not being sexual I can effectively enhance being “pussy free” denied and that opens up a deeper connection. Where im more supportive of my Domina getting Her wants needs and desires met. Rather than being a selfish jealous sexually rampant denied man. She can better control what She wants and enjoys and we know that I won’t get in the way. I feel more settled somehow in how all of this is landing and despite the juxtapositions of it or what I’ve read that most people don’t understand Asexuality, to me it’s becoming a realisation of things in my life. Almost like a collection of unrealised little loose ends finally making sense. Again this isn’t me explaining myself or to seek approval from anyone or to become a self proclaimed this is me. This post was for me. To document it out into the universe to make sense of my thoughts. Asexuality. Yes. You are starting to make sense and feel like home. ♡

Love being Your boy @AllforAliciaxx so excited for tomorrow, and the next day and the next and the next 😈😈 Thank You for being everything I’ve ever wished for! 🧎🏻‍♂️🧎🏻‍♂️✨✨👸🏼👸🏼😈😈 Yours! 💟

On a day of Women taking the power back, as a devoted Dad to two teenage girls, im proud to share that my eldest got a perfect 100 out of 100 of Her first Exam at University. The ONLY student to achieve this, not only out of all the students currently at Her university but of all students to take their first exam at this University for 6 years!!!!! Secondly, my youngest girl got the highest marks in Her Art coursework out of all Her peers too!!! Women are rising Women are powerful Women are the elite! ♀️

Takes a real Woman to lead guide and invest in a man that then makes that one Woman his everything! 🧎🏻‍♂️💟👸🏼✨🌹

Dear USA On behalf of the whole world. 💙 THANK YOU 💙

Good morning my divine Goddess @AllforAliciaxx You are my Woman Crush. Not just in how You look or how You Dominate, but fundamentally who You are! The Queen of all, Your love, light and magic is seen and felt. I am so honoured to be one of Your boys! You melt me beyond compare and my ally always. You are worshipped served and appreciated my Queen! All for You Goddess! ♀️ ♡ ☆ 🌹

This has always helped me more than anything else!!!! Don’t have to explain yourself to ANYONE. I promise this makes your life easier calmer better happier!!!!

There’s me just living my life normally without a care in the world… calm… normal…. Then @AllforAliciaxx makes Herself present … And I just go to pieces!!!! 😈😈🔥🔥🥵🥵 GODDAMN IT! ✨✨✨

Rent free @AllforAliciaxx ⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️ Always