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THERE’S NOTHING LEFT FOR YOU NOTHING IN THIS ROOM TRY & GO OUTSIDE NOTHING WAITS FOR YOU #digitalart

It’s finally the beginning of the hellishly cold season! The season when your spouse comes home from a graveyard shift and tries to cuddle with you but they’re so unbearably cold to the touch that you can’t tell whether they’re still alive or not. 😶‍🌫️

Dear fans who have been awaiting Selftercation, I have to let you know about the current state of what was supposed to be the final installment of APRP Chapters. TL;DR: Selftercation will now be developed as a storybook, & development of the game version has been put on hold indefinitely, with the possibility of cancellation. Back in 2024, when APRP received a physical award from Roblox for surpassing a certain player milestone, I wanted to thank you all in a special way. That was when I began planning Selftercation. It was officially announced back in Spring 2025, & the announcement received mixed reactions, for which I’m grateful, including all the criticisms & feedback. However, that very period also marked the beginning of my university life. I soon realized how little time I had left for my hobbies, & I began struggling to balance my academic, personal, & work life. The more I continued writing the story, the more I realized something: “This isn’t just a game. I want to make a movie.” But making a movie simply wasn’t feasible with the limited time & resources I had. I also wasn’t very skilled with all the tools at my disposal, which made some tasks take much longer than they should have. I tried to handle everything myself, but for my first-ever semi-realistic game, there was only so much I could accomplish alone. At times, I wanted to cancel the project entirely & move on. At other times, I would find little sparks of motivation that encouraged me to keep going. Then came the development of Freeform Skin Creator in late 2025, which took approximately seven months to complete, including the time I had to dedicate to my academic studies. People loved it, & you would think that its success would have motivated me to continue Selftercation, right? Unfortunately, it doesn’t work that way. There simply isn’t enough demand anymore, & the franchise itself has gradually lost much of its momentum since 2022, with fan games no longer playing as significant a role as they once did. The more I forced myself to continue, the more I felt as though I were working alone in an abandoned, dark office, where everyone else had already left & moved on. I’ve spent six years on the same game, & as much as it means a lot to me, I don’t want to spend all my creative energy on it forever. I want to explore new ideas, develop original projects, & grow as a creator. At the same time, cancelling Selftercation after building up so much anticipation, regardless of how much there truly was, would leave a lot of people disappointed. I don’t want to abandon everything I’ve developed for this project, either. Thus…. I’ve decided to turn Selftercation into a storybook, which will also become my first-ever published book. I will do my very best to give it its own identity, so that it can stand independently rather than relying on its connections to anything else. As for the game version, development will remain on hold indefinitely unless a game studio becomes interested in picking up the project & bringing it to life. For now, I won’t be pursuing its development myself. In the meantime, I’ll continue working on the book’s visual materials, including posters, illustrations, & other promotional artwork intended to capture the atmosphere, emotions, & overall vision of Selftercation. Thank you all for reading. I’ll keep you all updated whenever I can, & there will be more details on The Book of Selftercation. With that said, here’s a little sneak peek at what I’ve been working on for Selftercation! Yes, we will be getting another poster. ✨

Does anyone love boba tea? 🧋 I made my own & it tastes so good!!!

When someone expresses their deep interests & enthusiasm for something, please please don’t make them feel bad about it or speak poorly of their interests (at least not to their face). It’s unkind to belittle someone for something that brings them joy. As long as their interests don’t harm anyone, including themselves, there’s absolutely nothing wrong with it. <3

Sincerely sorry for making this tweet, but I've just been feeling so mentally drained lately. I almost feel like I'm at my lowest point, & I don't think I can hide it anymore. I'm truly sorry if my posts have seemed a little off these days, or if I haven't been responding to your messages, or if I've been too inactive for you in general. I feel like I need to take another break from the internet. I want to get something off my chest. If I've ever disappointed you, I'm sorry. I've never intended to hurt or wrong anyone in any way. All I wish for is to be at peace with everyone. I don't want to hate anyone, nor do I wish to hold grudges against anyone. Life is too short to carry such resentment, & I would much rather choose kindness & understanding over hatred. ♥️

How’s everyone doing this awesome weekend?! (Image not mine) Also, sorry for the lack of updates on my projects, I’ve been prepping up something real nice 👁️

So you think someone has done something wrong simply because you see it that way, & you go out of your way to harass them without a shred of solid proof or evidence that the alleged incident even took place, relying solely on your own bold assumptions. Sounds petty to me!

“I am the holiest of all; thus shalt thou burn in the inferno, consumed by the radiance of mine own divine light.” - Thus spake the most sinful of men.

HAPPY GLOBAL CAT DAY!!! LOVE ALL YOUR CATS, KITTIES!!!! 🐱 🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰

Love the culture you were born into, even if you think it’s worthless (it’s not). Learn your language. Speak it proudly. Learn your traditions. Practice them. Embrace your heritage. And don’t you dare underestimate its worth. You have a responsibility to keep your culture alive. I’m already seeing a growing number of youth in my home country who can’t speak a single word of their mother tongue, & it’s honestly heartbreaking & shameful to witness, especially when some parents actively discourage their own children from speaking it. 😬

I feel like number 5 is really cursed. I just don’t know why 🤷‍♂️

You ever feel like you’ve done something so well that it feels almost impossible to top it? And then you start questioning yourself how you even managed to do something like that……. 👹👹👹👹👹👹👹