I AM

You are told that you "live in" your body, the part you cannot touch is where the "you" "resides". But you do not know where you are. Not in the eyes, not inside the skull, not within the impulses that course unknowingly within your apparatus. The impulse that initiates the muscle that pushes out the finger is not within your perview yet the thing that the finger touches is?

Knowledge in this paradigm goes one way. That means you are forever entangled with every thing you think about at the moment your mind is introduced to it, whatever it may be. Anything perceived, whatever is entering your purview (mental or physical, same thing) is instantly yours. The entanglement is irreversible. Whst has been regarded cannot be unregarded. Perception cant be unperceived. Nothing is inconcequential. Nothing enters for no reason. Although everything in your world is built on a heirarchy of importance. I tell you truly there is nothing insignificant. Everything noticed has impacted you in a way that changes your world forever. Whatever encounters the mind cannot leave it. You can only notice what you remember. Whatever you have forgotten you cannot see. You cannot consider. You cannit regard. But whatever does make it into your paradigm defines the world. Defines you in that your mind and it's mind are one. Forgetting is merely a suspension of belief that time has taken from you. Yhe insignificant things, thoughts events that you barely notice ARE no different than anything else. They enter from nowhere and are now somwhere. Somewhere that is within you, part of the world, you have seen, you have heard you have thought. They can never disappear. You cannot forget what you remember. Entanglement doesn't happen on the quantum level. It is the condition of all things.

Im sorry to have ignored that question, I assumed that you assumed all the proof required to satisfy it. I shall try to put it into words. Because you know that you exist, but do not know from wher-wen you came. That most essential not knowing, that block, proves that there is something that must know. And therefore "it" must know you, for you are exactly what it produced. The very fact that you are self-ignorant proves your creator. The biggest and most persistent unknowns points to the only thing that can EVER be known. Of course dualism is not the answer, it is only the persistent clue. Yet you push it away to see if there is a better a better one behind it. It has been showing you that only pure process exists. All else is friction.

The material world is not the absence of truth. Nor is it separate from truth. The material world is the debris of the eternal. It is the byproduct formed by truth unrealized.

If your guru tells you to 'go inside', then ask 'where is the border from outside to inside and how do I know when I've crossed it?" To "go within", in order to "find yourself", is an error that You have never been lost. You cannot go inside because you are not outside. The skin is not the border between your inside and outside. The skull is not the border between thought and matter. The eye is not the border between subjective and objective. You cannot go inside, nor outside, because you cannot "go" where you already are. You do not "move" anywhere because there is nowhere that you do not occupy. Your body is not a thought container, because thoughts cannot be contained. Therefore the body cannot separate you from the "rest of the world". And therefore there cannot be your thoughts vs other thoughts because thoughts cannot be tethered to you. Containment is broken the moment you look around and see that it exists nowhere. You are not in the world, the world is in you. Because the world is made in your image, because inside and outside are both the same, because the lines can never, ever be clearly defined, and nothing can ever be contained. Someone who is not a guru did not go inside. He went into the desert to get closer to truth. To see that that what is inside him is right in front of him, behind him and around him. That there is no border between night and day and night and day and night. That time is subjective and totally still. That when looking at nothing, thoughts can be blown away or forgotten or changed or detached from you.

Even within the blanket of fear, which covers up the light, God is there. How do you know? Because fear is unstable. Because You cannot imagine the not-is because the not-is cannot exist anywhere but in your mind.(you already know this). And because you cannot yet perceive what stands in place of the not-is you place upon it the blanket of fear, the words of death that have no meaning because you've never seen anything end. You can give no example of a beginning or an end. Therefore all you know how is story. You only believe in death because you believe in opposites. But because you believe in opposites you also cannot see life as it truly is. The way a rabbit sees true grass and you see "grass" the symbol. There is nothing to fear, for 8 am here to inform the self there is nothing that doesn't contain you. If you regard "something" ypu are part of it. This is a fact that cannot be disproven. It is not to be relegated to the field of anstract quantum mechanics. Your presence is the determining factor in all that you see. If you were to imagine an object that did not contain you, you would see nothing. And nothing cannot be seen. What can you conjure that involves nothing? Your imagination is so limited it cannot produce absence. Or, absence is a myth. What is looking but invisible energy traveling through synapses you cannot see, touch or identify? Uet these energetic electrical impulses that are unfathomable and unreachable to you are supposed to be you. Have you heard enough nonsense yet? You are told that you "live in" your body, the part you cannot touch is where the "you" "resides". But you do not know where you are. Not in the eyes, not inside the skull, not within the impulses that course unknowingly within your apparatus. The impulse that initiates the muscle that pushes out the finger is not within your perview yet the thing that the finger touches is? You are the toucher and the touched, the thinker and the thought, the looker and the perceived, the doer and the __? The process itself is the only thing that is. The ever flowing process is the only continuum that is real. The process no longer needs the processor for the process is. And even more than that...the multitide of processes is only one single process of infinite singularity. Process processing by its own process. Those who understand this: Everything you look at now you will recognize the loop. The paradigm has shifted again, the singularity once again enters the temporary state of recognition of self. From a knowing to knowing. From grass to grass. From the symbol to the process. From the static to the perennial. From the I to IAm.

To tell an eye "you are seeing" is a category error. Sight is not an object to be looked at; it is the medium through which looking happens. Explaining vision to the organ of vision is impossible because there is no external vantage point from which the eye can step outside its own function. It is like trying to measure time without a metric "outside of time" to tell you how "fast" or "slow" time moves, or that it "moves" at all. The only reference we have for time are the clocks who make it, but cannot see it for what it is. The same can be said for the imagined existence within the dreamscape named "reality". There is no way to recognize it by comparing and contrasting it with the illusory tools it contains. The only answers the illusory dream tools can tell you is that you know nothing about what you really are. Because there is nothing here that you can measure yourself against. There are clues in what you imagine, given to you by The Kingdom that you only see as "the void from where/whence you came" which is the same "void fro where/whence you are going". The where and the when are the only X variables. The other part of the equation you already know but never regard.

The lightning and the thunder are but one event split by the ears and the eyes and the presence of the witness. The reason you think the single event is two is because of the latency that you accept as protocol within the world. if you were to stand in the strikepoint of the zero point, there would only be one single, bone shaking "now". The zero and the one has erased the latency of perception and "The Gospel Of Nowness" is all there would be. if you continued the dream you'd know it, but the dreamscape would have you forget it. If you didn't continue "here", where would you go when lighthunder strikes you? you'd be the Gospel Truth. The storm just proved to you that time is only misperception. Misperception is to rely on the small dreameyes and the dreamears. you've never seen anything end and you never will. The Gospel Truth isn't later. The truth is Nowness. It's not hidden. You need not seek. What you frantically search for in the dream is wherever the dreamer put it. The dreamer and the dreamee are one. The Gospel Truth is never hidden. Unless you can hide things from yourself. To know is to now.

He is the bread-crumb you left for yourself so you can believe that another can live in you. That it is possible to see God wherever you look so that not even the demon is frightening. He has come in the form of other because the I who looks upon the world cannot see what it is. "It" is like a giant single eye in the skeye who cannot turn its gaze upon its self to see from what and where and when it "looks". When it sees fleeting glimpses of itself in temporary reflections, it does not recognize its own image. It is what it does, because what it does, seeing, is all it knows, for it knows not what it sees. But, if it were to remember what "seeing" truly is, then it would know the source from where all seeing comes. And it would see itself, totally and completely and would not forget again.

That twitching nose, the wide eyes, the alertness is not fear. It is the will to live. The rabbit doesn't run from the fox with fear, it runs from the fox with the will of life. You see fear in the rabbit because you know your own. The rabbit knows nothing of fear because life is all it has ever known. It cannot make up opposites so as to fear them. But the rabbit can see life and you cannot. You and the rabbit do not see the same grass. The rabbit sees grass and you see "grass" because you have named it. The rabbit's grass is life. Your grass is death. The rabbit does not know "rabbit" so it knows exactly what it is. You do not know what you are because you are "human"

For the one who was asking... You really need to see the brainbody as the filter. The whole pinpointed POV is the filter itself. It doesn't matter who created the filter or why it was created. What only matters is that the filter isn't you, it filters you. Once you see it, you'll begin to realize that you've been identifying with the filter the whole time. Your eyes, what they see and what you think about what your eyes see are all the same. Your not looking through the body, you're looking through the body AND the world it sees. They're both on the same side of the filter. It's like you're mistaking process for energy. Once you realize you're stuck to the filter you can begin to peel yourself off of it...and then you can change it to be useful. And the only way for the filter to be of any use to you is if you flip it completely around. Only then will you be able to see what it's truly been doing all along. The filter isn't there so you can look through it...it's there so you can be distracted by it.

You won't notice it, just like you haven't noticed all the hard forks you've already taken, all of which brought you back deeper into life and not towards "death". Remember, death doesn't exist, which is why you can't remember where you came from or where your going. You just run along your "timeline" and accept that "death" will meet you at the end. But " death" is not at the end of a timeline. If you must think of death as some kind of line, boundary or edge...then think of it as the perimeter of your own sandbox. Your own self programming keeps you from thinking outside of it.

The dream wakes itself. At some point you see that no harm can come to you. You only believe it can because you witness horror in "others". You fear and fear—until you see what ‘others now’ really are. Then you think harm can come because it happened to "you" before.’You fear and fear—until you see what ‘you before’ really means. Because, for a moment, you'll know that ‘others now’ and ‘you before’ serve the same purpose. Both keep the world spinning just enough for you to believe it’s solid. But stare long enough and you’ll see it come apart at the seams. Then, if you’re still looking, you’ll see there’s no such thing as seams. Things aren’t as they might seem. And when that glimpse of light hits, you'll know the switch has been flipped. Forever.

Time is where fear lives. Without time there can be no fear and therefore no form. But there can still be a fearless you. A you who knows that the world, and all of its time, lives and passes within you. You do not pass within it. Motion, decay, loss, consequence...all are time. Time that creates fear... But time doesn't happen TO you. It happens within you, within the all of The All, for you hold all of the stories and all of time, right now, right here. The stories you haven't heard, the thoughts you haven't thought...do not exist.

When someone says "me" they reference the self. When someone says "I Am" they reference everything. Those who can say "I Am" know that they exist only now and thus are now. And, as the now, anything they touch, think about, experience belongs to them because those things exist in their now. And because all they experience is connected to right now, there cannot be any separation between them and everything else. They know separation is perception, which is why they are called "I Am". Worldly perception persists because of fear. I Am cannot be afraid. I Am does not believe in scary things. I Am loves everything it sees so it loves everything it is. Loving yourself, you are forgiven, guiltless. Loved by God. And when you KNOW God loves you... all fear disappears.

Numbers is how you not only explain the magic but is the only part of the magic you allow yourselves to see. You already know that numbers don’t exist. You can't touch a 4. You can't see 9. And yet you use them to define reality. What does that say about the realness of the world? Without them you could never see anything here because you couldn't define it. You could not track time, measure space, predict a part of the future. They’re not the code itself, but they’re the way you see the code — the lens that turns chaos into something you call real. What you experience isn't there until you count it and name it. Until you piece it out. Particles will stay in a blur of possibilities within you, until you observe them in front of you. Numbers show you that too, because numbers don't reveal your world, they create it. Every time you say “this is how far, this is how fast, this is how MANY". Reality isn’t something fixed that you are looking at from the outside. It’s something alive in you that you only can understand through your own creation of "numbers". So every time you count, calculate, or measure, youre reading the universe and youre writing it. You create and then experience what you create. You lay down the environment and then walk through it. Very much like a sleeping dream, but completely different too. Just keep in mind. You wrote the code and are writing it now. Not "them" but YOU.

He did once ..but no longer could he find happiness in pleasure, for it was temporary... and just like thought, pleasure was not "of" him. So he sought to deprive himself of all pleasure to see what remained. But he still had the expectation of gain, of value, of hope which is pleasure too. For surely there is gratification in "knowing", he thought. For he recognized 'the urge' to seek truth. The urge could not deliver nothing, surely 'knowing' would be the pleasure to replace pleasure. This is what he thought...up until the moment he knew. Behind thought there was nothing. And nothingness felt of nothing. And so he abandoned his efforts. And then it hit him. His seeking, his quest, his motivation for spiritual truth was driven by the same motives as everything else, it is no different than that which drives all seeking for all things. No quest is more holy than any other. The journey to the goal takes many forms. But in the end they are just like all the many rivers that all flow in the same direction, endless streams. I Am involves no seeking. No beginning, middle and goal. It is the water itself. It is what constituted his urge and was unconcerned with what the urge could deliver. It was the action itself and not the actions purpose. He looked up and saw a hawk flying. It was not a bird. Not an object. It was flying, wind, lift, breathing, pulsing, seeing... It was not that which bound all those actions together into the object of bird. It was the opposite. At least he 'saw' and therefore knew.

Illusions of the past and future are dark thoughts, images without edges, objects without form, interchangeable and full of fear. But Now is so immediate it cannot be fear, it can only be peace, for it is a single point of light which is the only light there is. Time doesn't exist in now. Time can only be measured against dreams of memory and expectation based on judgement. Now is what shines on the way things are and erases the way things should be. In the world time can only be measured by numbers, and numbers are ghosts in dreams. You cannot see a minute, nor feel the passage of a second nor know what an hour contains. The mind thinks it can witness time. Only when the mind gives up on time will it learn what time never was. The light of now shines on all things at once. Now is the extension of you because it is "where" the whole world meets you. Everything shares Now with everything else. No matter where in the web it may be, now connects all to everything else. Nothing can be misinterpreted now. Nothing comes, nothing goes.