Yep.

You know what that was a lot of messages at once. I've provided proof that dialogue boxes even on my home screen on my device will pop up on their own accord this time it was Spanish and it was thank you thank you and of course I glared at it and got pissed and then it said okay okay and then it stopped. Someone out there with some serious fucking talent obviously has some respect for what I am. And in that thank you. What I did flipping that coin of faith okay we will call it a coin of faith instead of a coin of fate....😜 Emoji was applied of course....grrr... You assholes are getting too comfortable... I never did it for myself challenging the god that we all worship our God God and the devil that they couldn't come together without fighting was a throw at fate destiny preordination not to defy God but a throw a glint of a possibility that I could get the devil to agree to laying down his arms and making amends with God it's all God wants I would know. But I will say this the die is cast the wheels of Fate have already begun to turn on the wager the ultimate Deadpool... Because what if it worked I wouldn't want God to look at me any different than he would look upon all of you. I didn't do it for myself I wouldn't want myself held in a higher esteem because that's not what God sent me to do. It's not what God gave me a second life to do. There is only one thing I desire. I want to be a god of my own realm. One of my own. One where God nor the devil interferes with my design. Where I can be myself as he. If God grants me that to where I can create my own humanity my own humans and do as he did perhaps I would understand him better. One thing is certain... I will never understand why God created pain not like this.

God. Please bless me. I know I'm super blessed I know, the things I can do but lord, Father, my soul bleeds for another yet only another may mend it. Send me an angel Father. Send me YOUR love.