I need to take a break from this site, its only making my mental health significantly worse. If you see me on here, call me out please.
I need to detransition, I've clearly lost my mind. I have so many feelings I never used to have. Like they're so intense that theres no way theyve always been there but buried deep down or something, I've definitely just gone insane. I'm being social ocntagioned or something, idk
I love seeing pictures of cute passing trans women on here and immediately shed a tear knowing I'm never gonna look like them
I genuinely feel like part of the reason I've gotten so dysphoric is just because I keep seeing other people express things and realize it's acceptable to have these feelings, and then I guess either make up said feelings for myself, or find I've been suppressing these feelings.
Laddergal retweeted
Writing this in my personal capacity, but I have been flying these types of aircraft for more than 20 years, with over 8,000 hours, and have reasonable familiarity with how the charter world operates. I feel compelled to post after seeing commentary about the Lear 60 crash, from missile strikes to DEI to critiquing this poor woman’s final radio calls.
That last part is what I find most troubling. She was the second-in-command (SIC), and while she was empowered to point out mistakes as part of good crew resource management, she was doing her job, communicating with ATC right to the end in a terrifying situation. She likely knew before many of those calls that she was going to die. I have heard final calls from friends, from military pilots with thousands of hours in fighter aircraft, and they are just as heartbreaking because they know the end is approaching.
I understand the public interest given the footage and audio. But you do not know the aircraft’s maintenance history, whether there was a structural failure, if any failure was induced by turbulence, overspeed, or overcontrol, or everything happening in that cockpit. I am sure weather will be part of the investigation, but beyond that, it is speculation. The charter industry routinely hires commercial pilots very early in their careers to gain experience alongside an ATP-qualified captain before they move up to the airlines. She would still have the appropriate training, qualifications, and checkouts by an FAA examiner or designee.
Let people investigate, learn, and share the facts. Be respectful to those who perished and the families who carry their memories. God bless them and their loved ones.
On one hand I keep on feeling like it would be so nice to just have my dick and balls gone, but on the other I worry I'm just psychotic or imagining it or that I'd regret it somehow
Like, this is really the best I can get from effortmaxxing and anglefrauding, and the pic doesn't even show how bad my body proportions are. I yearn for the casual femininity cis women get where they don't have to put in a shit ton of effort just to look sorta like a woman.
Laddergal retweeted
people wouldn't find this acceptable for any other demographic. imagine if every political ad was specifically stating shit like "black people are all violent criminals and the DNC protects them" or "all jews are money hungry thiefs" or something. it's kind of surreal how brazen this shit is
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The people in charge of advocating for us will depict us as wojaks, and if we get upset, they call US transphobic and shut us down
This is not of trans interests and we must stand up against it
Unironically the right is how I wish I could present a good chunk of the time, but since I look like the left, I will never be able to look female in masc clothing.
Laddergal retweeted
Johnny would drop twenty homophobic and transphobic slurs in his rant on how trans people should give no fucks about what other people think and be themselves and after that start yapping to V about how he fucked a trans woman with chrome vagina after a concert in Seattle

























