⟢ Diagnosed ADHD, RAD, NPD, ASPD and OSDD. ⟢ Calories/macros obsessed (previously diagnosed with anorexia, but it no longer feels quite accurate.) ⟢ Formerly inpatient. ⟢ Involuntary age regressor. ⟢ Open for threads… #promotwt, #edtwt, #venttwt, #nsfwtwt, #gymtwt .ᐟ

Help me YouTube is autoplaying slop

(Or should dress?)

How do you guys think I would dress in real life?

I just told my friend the guys I think look the most Chad-like and he started laughing at me and said I look like them… Gay as fuck to say your friend looks hot as fuck? But thanks, I’ll gladly take that. (I don’t; I need an implant and such.)

They are trying to distract me from the truth

They are shoooting ratio waves into my head

The evil forces of this world have a stop running on me and they temporarily disable my assets as they are trying to weaken me they run PsyOps all over the systems of this world to try to keep me down and they emit waves into my head to try fuck me up

My professor doesn’t know what looksmaxxing is (I assume) and this module (the first one) is literally about habits and posture and how they contribute to appearance, so of course I knew it all, and he said I must be some sort of prodigy. 💀

🔞: I kind of developed a new sexual fixation on tren and… I knew that could happen. I just wasn’t expecting it to not go away? I have 0 anabolics in my bloodstream yet keep getting off to this shit everyday… and it’s not porn. I don’t watch porn and didn’t on cycle either.

Bulked and cut and bulked and cut back into an XS so that I can flex and have it visible through the fabric.

Every single place I’ve tried to go to get a seat with my friends, the tables of 4 have been taken up by one single overweight man EVERY TIME. I just started complaining about that really loudly in front of them, but they are sadly not the demographic liable to develop deep-seated body image issues. 🫩

…I WAS JOKING?

Studying looksmaxxing for college unironically.

I used to be an alleged shoplifter (like, big time, I would plan this shit and resell what I had taken), but I’ve since retired because I’m a grown ass man with a job and it’s just not worth the risk, and I don’t think I’d be given much sympathy either regardless, but on occasion, I’ll see something I want that’s very small, and realize that I’m wearing my jacket that is a bit big, my sleeves slightly long, and I’ll dabble in that again for a brief moment. It really takes me back… And now I realize my lac of happy childhood memories to feel nostalgic about, hahah.

Give me attention. tellonym.me/V00UGHT/

Things have been quite challenging for me lately. I have a full-time job and am due to finish my internship soon. I need to manage my finances for all the normal reasons, and also for the sake of beautification, and I need to research the best beauty products to spend my money effectively. Working out is a free, but time-consuming part of aesthetics for me, and I of course don’t want to fall behind on weightlifting. To make the most of all of this, my diet is very important to me, and I’ve been trying to focus on sleep optimization as of recently too. I don’t want to sleep without having done my chores. I need a clean, tidy room or my mental health seems to take a hit. I’m trying to do more cardio lately in that regard too. On top of this, I’ve started back up again with school and I’m studying some pretty scientific stuff. I like to use social media, and I find it motivates me to study and stay on top of self-care too, as I post threads on related things here. I don’t want to lose my friends and be a fucking chud loser, so… I still have to go out on occasion, which is more time and money in itself. If all of this isn’t done optimally, then the cortisol-spiking pressure will only make everything harder and probably work against several of my other efforts. It will be okay though. I think my home spa setup is finally going to be complete, and like I said, I’m nearing the end of my internship! I’m actively renovating, but it’s coming along pretty smoothly too, I think? Aaand I should have enough “medication” to last me notably into the new year.