Felix

{I had yet to locate @BeguilingLush no matter how hard to hunt her down recently. It was clear. She (cont) tl.gd/nkk6on

< {extremely bloody loophole for myself. Either way? I would feel much better by this time tomorrow}

< {few play mates. I should be nice and hungry by then too. It @BeguilingLush wanted to play this game? Then I would create a nice and >

< {a wicked grin curling onto my lips, soon as I got my strength back from a couple lines? I'd clean up and slip off grounds to find a >

< {sexual frustration, thanks to @BeguilingLush being a major tease, could easily be released in another outing to the edge of the city. >

< {powder I intended snort up my nose in a few moments. As I reach my ancient door, an idea hitting me. All the pent up worry, fear and >

< {pain. It was the only thing that helped me focus. Helped me clear my mind. Other people's pain? Now that was more intoxicating than the >

< {chewing in attempt to keep my mind off the building weakness in my muscles. The taste of my own blood not stopping me from doing it. >

< {this disgusting feeling was? I'd snort it right out of me. My top teeth taking my bottom lip between them nervously, biting down and >

< {shaky step I take. I was lightheaded, my knees feeling weaker by the moment. Was this what the flesh bags called "withdrawals"? Whatever>

< {my pale face as I feel beads of sweat beginning to dampen my brow. My unnecessary breathing becoming more and more erratic with each >

< {ways as best I can. Unsure of if its anxiety or anticipation filling my movements. Making sure I have my cloaks hood pulled over my >

< {I know it? My legs turn me on the heels of my boots and begin carrying me back towards my bed chambers. Navigating the winding hall >

< {I needed some fucking sense knocked right back into my skull. The clocked chimed suddenly, relief flooding me instantly and before I >

< {thought was fleeting, but maybe it was right? The white powder was gaining more and more control over me the longer I indulged it. Maybe>

< {if Aro found out I even thought of such a disgusting emotion he would beat it right out of me. 'Maybe that's what I need....' The >

< {bigger weakness than the glitching of my strength was. 'I must not even entertain such a ridiculous emotion!' My inner voice boomed >

< {each joint again. Fear building inside me making a lump form in my throat, I swallow in attempt to literally choke it down. Fear was a >

< {counting down was like a dagger in my skull. Flexing my fingers anxiously in and out of fists, I could feel the weakness taking over >

< {so loud it was painful. I was coming down from my morning lines of bliss much harder than usual it seemed. Each tick of the seconds >