setting timers on my phone has become pointless because as soon as it goes off I dismiss it by muscle memory without mentally acknowledging it
I don鈥檛 want to be given up on and I haven鈥檛 given up on myself yet either but it鈥檚 hard sometimes when it feels like you鈥檙e just treading water no matter how hard you kick
thinking about the time my friend and I watched the first episode of Chernobyl together and the next time we hung out I made us watch the first episode again because the lighting in the house wasn鈥檛 right the first time. then got annoyed when he watched the rest of it without me
can鈥檛 get to sleep cause the last 30 seconds of baggy trousers has been repeating in my head for the last hour









