I was cursed with wanting genuine long lasting love and a deeply affectionate relationship with a woman in this day and age. I realized that many people aren't ready. I don't think I'm fully ready either. but im still gonna search for it. and I'll do my best to make it work.

I ran out of water, too depressed to buy more

I feel ugly

that's how all my close friends will be! if we can't fuck then we're not that close honestly.