💬 blinded and feel myself lyrics reminded me of that kosei and kaori scene in a practice room (Your Lie in April) 🎧 That's a good question. Um, feel myself and blinded are connected. I think, think of it as a, as a linear story plot. It's like uh, imagine someone starting fresh, whether that was like something that happened that impacted their life in a negative way, someone that moved away to a far off place. Um, I feel myself is like you haven't felt like yourself in a long time, but you found someone that turns the spark on for you and you feel like yourself again. And then the next step to that is as this relationship goes deeper and deeper with that person or thing or whatever it is and you fall more in love, you start to you, start to realize there's this responsibility to being in love. Um, I know love at first is like if someone, someone said this in the comments. At the end of the blinded video, there's a screen cap of a life with love being worth it even without happiness. And I think the thing that you realize is that once you find love with whatever, you kind of get really uh, invested in that person or that thing or whatever it is, that place even more so than yourself sometimes, you know. Even more so than yourself sometimes, and it stops being important how happy you are and more so fucus on the importance of are they happy. Um and blinded is kind of that first stage of it. The song after, the song after this one will talk more about like the internal struggle of figuring things out and like you wanting to run away from your brain. But blinded is that realization of like wow, I'm, I'm not this good person that I thought I was. I kind of always thought that I was, this uh, how do I explain this? I always thought that I was the main character and looking at myself through a main character lens, I also thought I was the good guy. But self-awareness and like true, true love makes you start to think, "What if I'm not enough? What if I'm, what if I'll never be enough? And what if I'm used to this darkness and that's all I'll ever be?" And you're blinding me. You're like, you've become such a light in my life that, you've become such a light in my life that I don't even wanna that I'm scared of you, that I scared. Yeah, it's kind of what it is.

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