nobody talks about how exhausting it is to live in that space between "things will get better" and "i can't handle this anymore." it's like your emotions are constantly swinging. leaving you both hopeful and defeated in the same day
hardest pill i had to swallow this year is learning how to pick myself back up & how to cope without the ppl who i thought would be in my life for a long time i had to realize that you have to do shit for yourself bc the only person that will put you back on your two feet is you
