pluto barbie˚.⋆⏾

😭😭😭😭😭😭 well at least it’s out of 12H 😭😭😭😭✌🏻😭✌🏻

my progressed moon entering my 1H in a few days, i’m scared and i don’t know why and i never even pay attention to progressions

zašto ljudi na poslu imaju takvu potrebu da budu naporni i društveni? ovdje smo zbog para

ne želim biti čangrizava baba, ali kako me iritira kad kolegice se deru i pričaju i tračaju svaki božji dan bukvalno začepite 10 min

he was probably taken

out self control is so sexy >>>>

real

if this costs me having my own family, or being likeable in society, so be it. i am so done

i’ve changed so many faces and personalities, but there’s this one common thread of i cannot be ‘fixed’ or tamed into “just another person”. i think i’ve reached my level of normalcy and cannot go any further

now attending this huge ass event i had going on a few days ago i was thinking. socializing a lot, like a LOT with all these people and i just realized. i am literally never fitting in. not politicaly, not religiously, not in anything, like i just have my own thing going on

i compared myself to all of my friends who’ve never had the trauma i had and simply noticed a pattern amongst them. they were just - normal

i realized the life i’ve been living was extremely wild and dangerous, and i genuinelly wanted to make myself a normal woman bc i figured if i don’t - trauma will just keep coming

but lemme tell u smtn. lately, and by lately i mean for the last two years i was thinking about entirely changing myself into a more decent woman, maybe more calm, religious, toning down the humor, being as private as possible.. i reconsidered my political views, everything

so uhh i don’t think i’m purified. two men have asked me out tho. rejected, both

people will probably be shocked i’m only drinking water. this is my cazimi plot twist

good luck with sun and retro venus right on my ascendant

tried sabotaging a social gathering and life forced me to go

the last one THE LAST ONE

losing weight

oh she is over 40 and a cancer?? well kill me now