#ADHD writer/dreamer/weirdo/over-sharer. Starting over. Author. Lil witchy. Rock&Roll Hippie.鉁岋笍馃憛馃 I 馃挏 rock 馃幎 and rocks馃 Emoji usage contextual. #TeamADHD

The Bell Jar
Joined February 2016
I was just talking about this last night & it was definitely reconfirmed today... One of the WORST parts about being educated, self-aware, and advocating for/about my disorders: the beginning is full of hope that turns to frustration as time marches forward. Here's why...馃У
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No one gets what it is. Then when I tell them, they're like, "Ohhhhhhhhh!!" Did you dudes get it?
This year's pumpkin for our work contest!! I think they'll like it. 馃挏
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This year's pumpkin for our work contest!! I think they'll like it. 馃挏
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The Originals is one of my fave guilty pleasure shows, but it has always bothered me that all of the Mikaelsons have an English accent...but not Elijah? I don't understand. It has always been very distracting to me. 馃ぃ馃ぃ
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The people at work are starting to side-eye my bad luck. This year has been especially heinous. Walk with me... 1) I cracked a capped tooth all the way across the base. Tooth cannot be saved, but is too expensive to fix, so I'm walking around with a loose FRONT tooth. Still.
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8) And to round it out, I'm pretty certain I have a pinched nerve that is making it feel like someone is cutting my groin and thigh muscles with a serated knife with every step. Have you ever seen someone try to walk without moving their hip socket?
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Anyway...the point is... There's NO WAY I'm not cursed by an evil doer. This shit is getting out of hand. I won't be beaten!! 馃挭馃挭 However, per my back, I am, in fact, broken.
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Y'all. I think I need a backiotomy! This shit has been like this for 3 weeks and has only gotten worse. The nerve pain in my thigh is almost unbearable. I just need to make it through work tomorrow. But tonight... I'm potato.
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I've been up since 3:30 am this morning. Couldn't WAIT to get home from work. My back hurts. I'm tired. I just wanted to be a potato. Open my apartment door. The first thing that hits me is the smell of shit. The second thing that hit me was ROMAN...AS HE BOLTED OUT LIKE A SHOT!
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I had to chase him down in A DRESS, TIGHTS, AND SLOUCHY KNEE BOOTS!!!!!!! Then I had to clean the giant amount of diarrhea on the floor. I've scrubbed with bleach, taken out the trash, and sprayed SO much air freshener and I feel like it just smells like bleachy shit in here.馃槶
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Just watched the Norm MacDonald documentary on Netflix and I was literally SOBBING by the end. It was so good.
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My back is a little better. I go between no pain and moderately intense pain. The fire on my thigh only happens if I walk too much. I can't get comfy on the couch, but I've spent SO much time in bed the last week. I'm bored! 馃槶馃槶
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Roman does this thing when he's excited where he arches his back and tucks his butt, so he's shaped like an upside down "u". Then he stands on all four tippy toes and hops up and down. It makes me giggle EVERY time! 馃ぃ馃ぃ
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I love cute tights, but WHY must they be such a struggle to get on?! I'm sweating and I haven't even left for work yet!!
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One of my favorite things is when I'm watching/reading a product of Stephen Kings imagination and there's a cross-over from another story. Like, it make me stupid happy.
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I felt positively giddy when the filter finally took hold. 馃ぃ馃ぃ
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You've died. The sixth photo in your camera roll is what killed you.
You've died. The sixth photo in your camera roll is what killed you. Well, that would figure. Mum might actually kill me if I bring home another mug. 馃槄
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I woke up this morning and the branding iron is gone from my inner thigh, so that's good news. I'm still a little tender so I will be babying it for the duration, but at least I'm on the mend! Lower backs were not meant to last!
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