lou.

the negativity around rebirth perplexes me so much bc i took the whole week off work and played 12+ hours a day and genuinely just had a whale of a time.

does anyone with cat experience know what this is? she has been making it but as a one off noise for a little bit but the last week she’s been doing it a lot more and it’s more continuous. she did have a check up and her heart and lungs sounded clear.

I can’t stop thinking about how the month is ending in a few days & then I have to go into the first new month she can’t come with me into ☹️☹️☹️☹️☹️ a month ago I believed we had another year at least, that id get one more Christmas with her so I’m still so so shocked & crushed

another morning sobbing nonstop. idk why this hasn’t started to feel any easier. it’s been 3 wks. i remember it starting to ease up a little by now when my last cat died but every day without Winnie feels worse. i hate my house without her. i hate my life without her sweet face.