This is my Art. 🖼️ This is @alien_inks.

If you know the lore of Regen:Noir from @re_generates then you may have heard of the @KOWSKY_ canvas. But have you seen the first @KOWSKY_ X @alien_inks canvas ever to exist and be created? This is the first one. The one the psychic gave me when he told I’m channeling an Alien Signal through my art. He handed me a blank white canvas with a tube of black acrylic paint. I stepped out of his shop both intrigued and confused. This is where it all began. 👇 ⬇️

This is @alien_inks.

This is @alien_inks.

The vibe is @alien_inks X NYC

Yeah. @alien_inks is forever.

This is @alien_inks. They call me KOWSKY. I’m an Artist who internally balances an intense and brilliant Light with a deep and suffocating Darkness. All in the pursuit of Peace and Happiness. The signal attracts who it’s meant to attract. It repels who it’s mean to repel.

This is my Art. This is @alien_inks. I’m here to attract the people who vibe with me. I haven’t had an easy life. I don’t identify as normal. I’ve risen from my own ashes more times than I count. And if you feel broken, know you’re not alone, and we can handle the pieces together.

My name is KOWSKY. My brand is @alien_inks. I’ve fought mental health battles for my entire life. One of my trauma triggers is abandonment. When I feel abandoned it triggers all of these suicidal feelings and memories and thought patterns. I decided the day my daughter was born that I will never abandon her. Zero part of the logical and calm and in control, me, actually considers killing myself. But that’s not how triggers work. That’s now how mental health problems work. Once the trigger is pulled, I start fighting a battle against my own internal chaos and the Darkness of my own past. I relive the battles I fought to get to where I am today. The only people that are there for me are the ones I pay to be. I’m too heavy for everyone else. And I get that. But people like me should be able to have at least one friend they’re not paying that they feel comfortable coming to when they’re at the lowest. Someone who doesn’t see them as a burden. Since I don’t that person in my life, the best I can do is to offer to be that person in someone else’s life. You don’t have to feel as alone as I do. I’d be honored to hear your troubles. If you’re that person I know it will be hard to reach out. But I’m here for you.

This is @alien_inks. On the days where the pain feels like it is literally bleeding out of me against my will… Sometimes it’s just better to paint my feelings in red. They call me KOWSKY. I’m an artist. The Devil and God are raging inside me. And they have been for a while.

This is my Art. This is @alien_inks. Breathe Out. Breathe In. I’m a Lighthouse for those in the Dark. I’m not the brightest Light. I’m the Light that refuses to go out. I’m the spark that can never be extinguished. I’m the type of fire that can live in the rain. I don’t know how to reach Heaven. But if you’re walking alone in Hell, I will happily walk beside you. You are never alone as long as I am alive. I’m here for you. Whoever you are. If you need someone. I’m here for you.

This is my Art. My brand is @alien_inks. I’m raw. I’m intense. I’m expressive. I’m an Artist. I’m curious enough about what the future holds to use that as strength to fuel my reason for living every day. Stay Curious. Keep that hunger inside of you that wants you to know life deeper and truer and realer than you currently do. It knows what it is talking about. Follow it to the core.

Can you verbalize the reason you keep choosing to Live? If you’re enjoying your life, it may not occur to you to put it into words why you continue to choose to Live. It’s the obvious choice. But if you had to put it into words. Could you? Could you explain what makes life worth living beyond a fear of death that exceeds one’s experience of pain? For me, my number one reason is my daughter. Her name is Leora. She is the Light of my life. She is my number one reason for being. Number 2 is simply to satisfy my own curiosity while simultaneously spiting the demons that seek my soul. Not today demons. After all is said and done… After the rise. After the fall. After the calm. After the storm. I am the one who remains. They call me KOWSKY. And this is @alien_inks.

Just keep creating. Maybe eventually it will amount to something. Or maybe it will just look like an even more unique and jumbled mess. Beauty is in the eye of the beholder. This is @alien_inks. Idk if they told you but I’m a wild one. And I’m here to inspire those crawling through the dark to fight to find the Light! So if you’re going through it. Just keep going.

This is my Art. 🖼️ This is @alien_inks. The message of this sketch card is to take your time before time takes you. Slow down. Ask yourself daily what your biggest regrets would be today if you found out you had died yesterday. Is what you’re doing today working towards eliminating future regrets? Personally, one of my biggest regrets would not be that I didn’t buy enough NFTs or trading cards or didn’t make enough money. It would be that I did not leave enough of myself with the world. That I did not express enough. That I did not write enough. That I did not create enough art. That I did not look into my Mom’s eyes enough and smile the last time we had dinner. That I didn’t do enough adventures with my daughter. That I never finished my book. I wouldn’t care at all about the people who faded me. Death is morbid but it frames life with the proper perspective. So take your time. Before time takes you.

I’m intense. I’m emotional. I have abandonment issues. I’ve spent the majority of my life fighting suicidal thoughts and winning. There was a time when I desperately wanted to be normal. Now I wear the word weird as a badge of honor. I’m unique. Truly being unique breeds the grounds for loneliness. My true self is bizarre. I’m loud. I’m wild. I’m chaos. So people don’t know what to do with me. Some people discard me. Some people abandon me. Some people treat me like shit. But there’s no reason to focus on that. I Love Myself. And it’s enough for me to proud that I didn’t succumb to the pain and kill myself by now. It’s not the coolest accomplishment. It’s not a lambo. But my lambo can just be the fact that I don’t want to die anymore. I’m a father now. Beyond just being happy I didn’t kill myself by now I’m overjoyed to be a Dad. My daughter is away on vacation with my wife and I couldn’t go with them and this has been one of the most painful periods of my life for that reason. My daughter is in Israel with my wife actually. My wife is Israeli. So I’m also scared for their safety in addition to the pain of the distance. But I’m okay. I would never abandon my daughter. I will never pass on to her the abandonment issues that I carry myself. So maybe I’m not a millionaire yet. But I’m grateful to be who I am. I may not be the brightest light. But I’m the light that never goes out no matter how world the rain and the world beat down on it. You will never extinguish my flame. I am happy and grateful to be me. This is me. They call me @KOWSKY_ And this is @alien_inks.

If I measure my wealth in @alien_inks sketch cards then I’m already rich. Then again, I give out all of these cards. So I will again soon be poor by that standard. If you’re following me and you don’t have any of my art yet and you can’t afford any but you’d like one of my sketch cards then drop a comment on this post! I’ll hook you up! Anyone who wants to own my art and can’t because of a financial barrier shouldn’t be stopped by that. I’ll help you out. I’ll send you your first Alien Inks sketch card so you can start collecting my Art. When you’re ready to buy there’s plenty of art on the website. And if you already own my art and have been gifted my art then feel free to drop a comment as well if you’re looking for one of the cards from this current red sketch collection!