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pluto

@allsska

for a moment, the sun knew me

 bad writer/planet/idiot
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Joined July 2013
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one day i’ll wake up with the sun and i won’t feel the heaviness that used to break my ribs with each breath
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pluto (@allsska) profile picturepluto@allsska9 Jan 2022
“i have so much love for her. and she doesn’t want it. and i can’t have it because it’s not mine, and I can’t give it to anyone or anything else because it’s not theirs. it’s hers, all hers and there’s no where else to put it. it’s so fucking heavy, and i have nowhere to put it.”
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This hit me like a Semitruck, which then backed up and hit me again.
pluto (@allsska) profile picturepluto@allsska9 Jan 2022
“i have so much love for her. and she doesn’t want it. and i can’t have it because it’s not mine, and I can’t give it to anyone or anything else because it’s not theirs. it’s hers, all hers and there’s no where else to put it. it’s so fucking heavy, and i have nowhere to put it.”
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Why did i read this
pluto (@allsska) profile picturepluto@allsska25 Oct 2022
the loneliness of your 20s sits on the back of your neck as you try to stand up straighter. you cut your nails too close to your skin, and it takes everything in you just to buy eggs and milk at the grocery store. nostalgia is a backseat driver next to you on your drive home
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still hurts
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pluto (@allsska) profile picturepluto@allsska8 Nov 2023
i feel so disconnected from everything i desire. i yearn for it, imagine how it feels and tastes and immediately my throat seizes up & my hands shake and i’m dry heaving the want out of me. what does it mean when your body rejects the love you plead for? does it not want me back?
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I will carry this love until my legs give out. Just in hopes that one day you’ll be ready again.
pluto (@allsska) profile picturepluto@allsska9 Jan 2022
“i have so much love for her. and she doesn’t want it. and i can’t have it because it’s not mine, and I can’t give it to anyone or anything else because it’s not theirs. it’s hers, all hers and there’s no where else to put it. it’s so fucking heavy, and i have nowhere to put it.”
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...well this is a comeback
pluto (@allsska) profile picturepluto@allsska8 Mar 2024
my dreams used to be filled with grandeur. exotic destinations, incredible opportunities, something I created mine, and mine alone. and now, all I want is to go home to a warm house. to laugh with the people i love. to keep the peace I have.
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my dreams used to be filled with grandeur. exotic destinations, incredible opportunities, something I created mine, and mine alone. and now, all I want is to go home to a warm house. to laugh with the people i love. to keep the peace I have.
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(do i deserve it to be?)
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i don’t know what to dream about now. i don’t know if i want to dream anymore. maybe i just want, for the first time, to be absolutely still. say nothing. let time pass.
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i remember why i left, i don’t wish to speak anymore
pluto (@allsska) profile picturepluto@allsska7 Mar 2024
what do I do now that i’ve returned? am I the same? do I want to be?
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if i hurt you, you’ll never nurse a wound the bullet will come back to me i’ll bleed out so you’ll notice me
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what do I do now that i’ve returned? am I the same? do I want to be?
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it’s been a while since the words found me, in fact, maybe they’ve left a long time ago. but i’m still here, and still waiting for them to come back to me. i’m waiting for everything to come back to me
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i can’t save anyone but i try i try i try
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@allsska your poetry and podcast has helped me through these last couple of years. Ive wanted these books for so long and today I finally got them! Thank you so much for everything :)
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once in every lifetime i come back to this. and my ribs break again.
pluto (@allsska) profile picturepluto@allsska24 Dec 2017
one day i’ll wake up with the sun and i won’t feel the heaviness that used to break my ribs with each breath
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pluto (@allsska) profile picturepluto@allsska25 Oct 2022
the loneliness of your 20s sits on the back of your neck as you try to stand up straighter. you cut your nails too close to your skin, and it takes everything in you just to buy eggs and milk at the grocery store. nostalgia is a backseat driver next to you on your drive home
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