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your blessings are mine until i get an apology.

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inconsolable.

if i have to constantly beg for it, it wasn't mine to begin with. breadcrumbing is such a difficult loop to come out from.

this yearning, extended. might as well, distanced and away.

it's just patterns and cycles.

this venus cazimi taught me that men and mothers can and will disappoint you the moment you seek for them the most.

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fffffffffffffff.

have long made peace with the fact that you will never apologize for making me feel like i'm not worth the fight anymore

just doing the most and then the "selalu" will be dropping

everything damned.

that rings too much in my head today that i don't think i can't be normal about anything anymore

my "selalu" doesn't mean anything because i'm expected to carry on even when i don't want to

ffffffffffffff it hurts.

i don't deserve this at all.

wow this does sting so much tonight.