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loving me is suicide

Kuala Lumpur City
Joined December 2010
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and sometimes you realize the sad 14 year old girl in you has not gone away yet
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can't sleep can't stay up can't kill myself
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i really gotta kill myself like seriously i cant live like this
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when all the distractions are gone and i realize how sad i really am
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im so sad i can feel it in my heart and it hurts
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Todos creen que soy un adulto pero por dentro soy asΓ­
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all roads lead back to me being alone
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This is free advice from an expensive psychologist. If you're an anxious person, do everything for fun. Go to a job interview for fun. Submit documents for fun. Start a blog for fun. Anxiety feeds on importance. Don't make everything a matter of life and death.
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If i was brave enough i would commit suicide. No sad story , nothing. Just exhausted.
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I pernah baca ada sorang lelaki ni cerita yang dia tak jadi suicide sebab waktu tu teringin makan mee. So dia decide nak makan dulu then baru suicide, tapi rupanya2 lepas makan tu, all his dark thoughts hilang. Hanya dengan makan mee, such a small thing tapi completely changed his life trajectory. So like i said, small things matter. And ni la yang keep us going in this life
Small things matter. 1. Solat and mengadu puas2 dekat Allah. Put your trust that Allah gonna take care of everything 2. Makesure bangun mandi, buat la DIY spa dekat rumah tu. Play makeup with yourself to get back the confidence to keep going 3. Kemas bilik. Kalau ada budget lebih boleh makeover bilik. You gonna feel like a better person. Bilik yg bersepah akan serabutkan lagi ur mind 4. Buy something for yourself. Sometimes u neglected ur needs and wants sbb u terlalu fokus dekat dunia. So for once, treat urself a warm and cozy meal, pergila buat mukbang sorang2 dalam bilik tu. Or beli la skincare baru, baju baru. Something only for yourself to enjoy 5. Cari masa to connect with nature/dunia. I choose mandi sungai. Kalau u prefer jalan2 taman, or cafe or malls, go on. Kalau I stress, I akan pergi berendam dalam sungai and mengelamun sorang2. Have a little β€œadventure” for urself. All of these tak perlukan cost yg besar or kena bergaul dgn orang. Sbb I know, some ppl during their darker times…prefer to isolate themselves.
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Me thinking about why the universe keep sending me "lessons" when all i wanted was to be happy.
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i just want a relationship where I don't have to play detective and my nervous system can finally rest
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i know being single is the best for me mentally but i want to be loved so bad
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what doesn't kill you makes you sit like this at 3 am
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this!
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have you ever cried because you’re you
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NO BAD DAYS IN JULYYYYYYYYY
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