leigh 𖦹

does anyone else with cptsd have trauma epiphanies when they consume thc? like both times i’ve greened out i reverted to the age of a trauma and seemingly next day had less thoughts/struggles surrounding the matter.

i think i want to go back to therapy and tell them about how my binge recovery turned into whatever this is. maybe i should recover and really focus on strength training and a healthy deficit it’s the only time im happy

yes? i can’t even watch horror films sometimes bc instead of being scared i get sad for the hypothetical human life

if u see my other account, yes i have two accounts. i don’t like to interact with that side on this account bc i don’t want to bring men who thirst over me to edtwt bc ppl with ed’s are more vulnerable

over in calories but god that protein bar

i blend up the veggies that i use to make chicken broth to freeze as a flavor enhancer for soups but holy it looks like puke bags 😭