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Joined March 2026
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Hello, this is my drawing of a thin man in trouble.
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I made an attempt on my life last night. As a result I am in a lot of physical pain today. I feel completely hopeless. I don’t think posting about it here helps. I think it is just making other people miserable. But I don’t see any other way out. I am going to stop posting here.
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I appreciate everybody’s kindness and patience and wish you all the best.
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I was just sitting alone in my room and randomly started crying. Just because, I suppose. Great.
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I think if the drinking continues I will just die. I am already feeling a mountain of physical pain. But truthfully I don’t know what else I can do. Or maybe I don’t want to do anything else.
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Obviously the latter you idiot
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Drinking way too much and I feel like I have very little to hold on to at the moment
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It’s just over
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Listen I know we stopped talking a year ago and only reunited just now but I swear I quit drinking for most of that year. It’s just coincidence we’ve started talking when it’s started again.
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Who cares?
Today I am listening to Songs of Love and Hate, which happens to be my favourite Leonard Cohen album.
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I’ve just employed the word synecdoche in a conversation.
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I was friendly to someone almost one year ago and they made it their life’s mission to make me as uncomfortable and miserable as possible for as long as I knew them. You have to respect the commitment. I no longer talk to them and I’m still uncomfortable. Thank you.
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Some people really do not have it figured out. I mean I don’t have it figured out either. But some people really don’t have it figured out. And they take it out on you.
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Hello I am your landlord. I’ve heard you’ve been thinking of dreaming. I’ve heard you’ve been thinking of making something of your life. Can I have one more month’s rent than you’re supposed to be paying right now.
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I was struggling quite a bit in March; I was deep in alcoholism and made an attempt on my own life. I’d like to extend some thanks (genuinely, no jokes this time) to everyone who was kind to me at a point where I was quite openly suffering — I was making it everybody’s problem!
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Here’s a video of me assuming I’m posing for a photo.
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Refrain from making Big Ben jokes; also, thank you Skyy for taking this video.
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I didn't really like Blue Velvet when I first saw it, then warmed up to it half a year later, then went back to disliking it. So I guess I don’t like it.
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Yes, we know, it’s Benjamin. Glad to be of service people.
i think everyone needs a british online friend
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Appreciating some of the pushback on You Can See Everything. I’m a narcissist so I have always felt some animosity towards Nathan Fielder (he is highly praised, I am not) so it’s nice to see people knocking him down a peg.
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Here’s a photo of me again. I feel a bit conscious about posting this one, because it looks like I’m trying really hard, but I’m not— I promise. Oh well. I’m also wearing a new jacket.
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